from my heart

I know what… I am going to spend 40 days with my lover FINALLY I’m so excited I missed him sm

today the day was hard, I just needed some love, some hugs and… I don’t even know I miss being with the one I love, I know that in the future is going to be okay and I will get to live with him but is hard sometimes

Today I found out that what we were planning to stay for just 1 more year ldr is now between 3/5 years I’m so sad, I’ve been crying all night I wish things weren’t that hard and difficult

Oh we know that ldr are good to grown as independent but F* this is so cruel and difficult to just start understanding and being able to do things by your self and enjoy only your company…

I wish I lived closer to you, like the other couples we see… I miss your hug so soooo much

Oh this hurts like hell, I just want to get a hug, hate u ocean 😓

Now are just phone calls with late night talking But in the future it will be us cuddling and talking about our day, not needing to decline or put down the call…

Oh you know that ldr is like really difficult but u got this… we got this! just keep swimming hahah

I found love in you… I wish we lived closer like the other couples, I wish I was so lucky like them, but I think I used all my luck to find u in my life <3 tysm

People say ldr is impossible… but only when u love someone so deeply u noticed that not even the distance can destroy what you have

Oh I’ve been thinking and the best way to describe the world around me when I’m away from you is like an old movie in black and white… because the only thing that brings joy and Color to my world is you

Now that we are distant… I notice how I’m a totally different person when I’m with u… the feeling I have next to u is like living in a dream, my best dream, being able to see your face close to mine and hugging u…

Sometimes I caught myself wishing to get the feeling of being in your arms, but all I can feel is cold… i miss being close to u