Alex March NWP

When you've been in a sociopathic relationship, songs/smells/places anything that's reminiscent of that old situation can convince the body it's in danger again. PTSD from these relationships are very real.

When I was a little girl I was sexually assaulted in my mouth. He went to school the next day and said I did it. I was humiliated, terrorized, assaulted. My teeth started rotting out. HUMILATION. Kidneys. Teeth. Rip out their teeth. Their fight. Make them submissive, I was left for dead. I fought through hell to bring the fight back. I brought back my fucking teeth. My rage. My shame. I did that. I wanna show you how. SHOW THEM YOUR FUCKING TEETH.

FINISH THE RESPONSE. Go back to the situation and say what you wish you did. Violence is an answer. The law of similars states so. Energy for energy mitigates the wound and that’s why I’ve been educating on this for so long. Homeopathy runs off it. Forced responses that cause the suffering.

The other side of rage is validating the responses you couldn’t have so they’re not living inside you making you fucking sick and causing 25 different histamine responses you’ll never receive the proper help for. Everything is designed to keep you on a Ferris wheel or the edge without jumping fully.

She feels it. You feel it. Rage for the times you wanted to scream no. Rage for the child who froze. Rage for the adult woman who doesn't give a fuck who likes her anymore because SHE likes her.

Your next life is on the other side of the rage you gotta fucking feel. Fuck being the good girl anymore. Excuses for others behavior only makes YOU feel like shit…

Homeoapthy, as a frequency medicine, finds the frequency in you; epigenetic, emotional, trauma etc that creates vulnerability to narcissistic relationships. It goes in to help restore the vital force that has such wounding and distortion. Homeopathy quantum leaps you and levels you up in ways other things can’t.

Homeopathy Homeopathy works to help the body heal itself on the frequency of your trauma. DESBIO- rage, grief, shame -adding multiple miasm/grief remedy is also recommended Singular RMDY- staphysagria (I personally love this remedy for narc abuse to mitigate humiliation to bring about the frozen rage) -Homeopathy helps the system remember how to respond and bridge the gap to your psyche. It breaks down the barriers that have been built to survive.

Qi Gong (you tube) Goal- Thaw freeze without triggering histamine release, safe movement for meridians Examples -Slow spinal waves (Bladder meridian) -Gentle hip circles (Kidney/Bladder) -Soft twisting with long exhales (Liver) -Make sure to breathe with the fascial movement and listen to hear if any version of you comes up

Self-Reiki (rub hands together to begin energy) Goal- Restore safety while allowing trapped activation to move. -Hands on Kidneys Signal survival safety, replenish reserves, warm kidneys -Hands on Liver (right ribs): Allow anger to exist without suppression -Hands on Heart and Lower stomach (conception vessel) Speak words of understanding. If you yawn or burp it's completely normal in a release. Peeing also indicates bladder/kidney release. Words, sentences, replaying scenarios SAY OUTLOUD or scream into a pillow the exact words you wish you said

Calming the nervous system is not enough. We need full, safe releases of these frozen terrors. This is why so many people feel like they're doing everything to “regulate" and can't. Toxins feed on this state in tissue as the food source. Regulation alone does not resolve suppressed anger, incomplete fight responses or epigenetic freeze patterns. The body must be allowed to complete and release what was never allowed in a truly safe environment of understanding.

When your body cannot get your attention through the actual threat it uses other things to try and get your attention that something is unsafe. -Safe" foods become unsafe -Symptoms fluctuate hour to hour -Anxiety, flushing, itching, GI upset, palpitations -Extreme fatigue after a flare and then right back to freeze

Mast cells are like the guard on constant watch. The chronic state of threat, even when you're asleep in bed with them via biofield is wide awake. Histamine is a rapid response inflammatory messenger. When anger and fight are suppressed... -Stress hormones remain elevated -Mast cells become hyper reactive -The gut-immune barrier and communication dissolves -Triggers multiply and change like hives to food sensitivity to insomnia

Anger is gaslit, boundaries are invalidated and expression increases danger. The nervous system adapts to save you by shutting fight down to survive. ...This causes -Sympathetic activation (fight) is blocked -Dorsal vagal freeze becomes normal -Stress hormones also freeze and cannot do their job

This trains you to freeze in all response because peace is only known by abandoning yourself. In chronic narcissistic relationships, the fight response is repeatedly punished. You're trained through threat of abandonment to abandon all feelings.

How many times you froze in terror, confusion and rage; all to survive "love". Thawing out of the freez from a narcissistic relationship can feel impossible. When the body fails at expressing the feelings, the body takes over. The chronic gaslighting, abandonment and mood reading keeps the body on constant high alert.

Your brain and conditioning tell you that you don’t feel angry or other spiritually, psychologically bypassing things to keep women tolerable and small. Your body does not give one single fuck about your biohacking training or telling it it’s safe- if it’s not. Your body turns on YOU for not being safe.

When we down regulate without finishing the response in a way that feels safe we are a fucking breeding ground for repressed valid rages fury.

Histamine intolerance is shaped by prolonged threat especially in narcissistic relationships and the systems that have destroyed women’s valid fight and true power. The body finds ways to scream what it’s repressing because you’re not listening. When you can’t hear the silent screams in your soul the body is showing you symptoms of intolerable behavior, in other ways.

Histamine intolerance is the absolute gatekeeper of your rage. Frozen fight, frozen words, frozen boundaries, where does it go? Where does the rage of your fight being stolen go? It comes out in bodily screams. The female body was never meant to be so fucking conditioned against themselves…

Do you feel it inside of you? Do you feel how fucking tired women are of becoming subhuman versions of themselves to be tolerated. You couldn’t brainwash us all, our bodies refused and with that it gives permission to everyone else ready…