used to joke about the ladies being sorceresses, turning men into babies, but on the days they sent me to full on baby mode, it didn't feel like a joke... Today, I have literally been unable to walk, so have been crawling around all day... Feeling like sorcery again @ab_aunty 馃槶
Seeing 2 posts by @ab_aunty 12 hours apart, 1 with a very wet nappy, then FF 12 hours, and same baby, new bulky nappy, makes the whole constant, forever, baby reality thing feel very real... She definitely has. The power, and looks gorgeous while she does it to you.
That moment when a woman uses the fact she knows you are dressed as a baby to put you in your place... You can't argue, you just have to take it, and it genuinely turns you a bit more into a baby... @ab_aunty I am starting to understand this.
If I am going to be completely honest, baby spell had worn off. Was pretty much back to normal, genuinely looking forward to life as a man again... One post from @ab_aunty and I am going to bed in a nappy again, and fully expect to spend tomorrow as a baby馃槶馃懚
I think @ab_aunty is making a note of everything I say, and that becomes my life when she gets her hands on me.
I routinely wake up with a wet nappy nowadays, and I know there is an inevitability to that morning nappy being changed by @ab_aunty but I know that the moment that happens, all hope of me ever being anything but a baby, ever again will be gone.
I don't actually go out at all since being permanently dressed as a baby by @NannyBettyAB and @ab_aunty so there is no difference between weekends and weekdays, but it still feels different being confined to babyhood on the weekend for some reason.
It is kinda astonishing when you are forced to accept the possibility that someone can actually change what you are. I took it for granted that I was an adult, a man, but @ab_aunty made me start thinking she actually wants me to become a baby, and that is really messing with me.
Sitting here, sweating profusely in nothing but a nappy... Really want to take it off, but @ab_aunty won't let me... Is this really me for the rest of my life?馃槺
It is sooooo hot... I am begging @ab_aunty please may I have some time out of nappies, really getting sweaty and sticky, it is like my nappy is constantly wet馃槶
In the old days I would probably have begged @ab_aunty to let me watch the cup final without a nappy on... Now I know better 馃槶
As the weekend approaches, I get kind of a panic, because yet another week has gone, and I am still a baby... @ab_aunty has actually said I am a full time baby forever now, and I am starting to think she means it馃槶
There is an inevitability to being completely turned into a baby by @ab_aunty which makes it utterly terrifying when I sense her genuine power, and she makes it absolutely clear that once she does it, it is forever... Sometimes feels like she already did it to me.
Nowadays, when a woman calls me a big baby, I literally have no argument... Hard to protest your manhood when you have a wet nappy. @ab_aunty always says I have to accept my babyness, but in reality, I don't think it makes any difference, I just am a baby.
Seriously though, do I have to check with @ab_aunty every morning now before I get dressed? Or is a fresh nappy and a onesie my morning routine from now on?
Actually, the phrase that keeps echoing in my mind is when @ab_aunty said, "a fresh nappy OF COURSE..." As if that was the only option now, not even a possibility of nappy off... I am reading far too much into it aren't I?馃槀
It is all fun and banter with @ab_aunty and then I realise I am trickling into my nappy, and I come down with a bump, and remember this is real 馃槶
It occurred to me that now I am spending pretty much all the time as a baby, my legs are almost always bare... 90% of the time I am in a nappy and a tee shirt. Maybe I should ask @ab_aunty what I should wear every morning 馃槀
It doesn't take much for me to have one of those days where I think @ab_aunty really will keep me nappied forever 馃槶馃懚