Caffeine Queen

Do you love me? Alice asked. No, I don't! The white rabbit replied. Alice frowned and clasped her hands together like she did every time she felt hurt. See? The white rabbit replied. Now you will start asking yourself what makes you so imperfect and what you did wrong that I can't love you at least a little. You know, that's why I can't love you. You won't always be loved Alice, there will be days when other people will get tired and bored with life, will have their heads in the clouds, and will hurt you. Because humans are like that, somehow they always end up hurting each other's feelings, whether through carelessness, misunderstanding, or conflict with themselves. If you don't love yourself, at least a little, if you don't create a shield of self-love and happiness around your heart, the weak interference caused by other people will kill and destroy you. The first time I saw you I made a pact with myself: "I will avoid loving you until you learn to love yourself." From 'Alice in Wonderland'

"Trauma made you stronger" But i never wanted to be stronger, I wanted to be loved.