21 (he/it) queer Native Hawaiian + white transmasc transsexual ΘΔ actually a pigeon 🐦
occupied Kingdom of Hawaiʻi
Joined July 2026
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*̥̥✧*̥̥˚˚ new edrtwt intro ˚˚*̥̥✧*̥̥
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✩ 21 - Colm - he/it/ey/she
✩ sw: 185lbs
✩ gw: 111lbs
✩ new to edrtwt
✩ relapsed after 5yrs
✩ pro recovery !!!
✩ dni: fatphobes, TRASH, -16
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pigeon of ??? retweeted
i do feel off abt complimenting on mutuals wl, even if its "healthy" wl (for a lack of better words), cus its disordered even if ur at a higher bmi or lower bmi. i dont wanna come off as pro-ana or invalidating(?) some1s ed after reflection 😓 am i making sense
the thought of recovery is so appealing but then i remember that it would require sitting with my discomfort without seeking momentary relief (typically binging) or punishing myself (typically starving/restricting). i don't wanna sit with my discomfort, i want the easy way out.
pigeon of ??? retweeted
does anyone else with autism get so fucking mad for no reason that they wanna hurt themself
i am a big strong boy. i can handle rejection. i don't need to be attractive to everyone i'm attracted to. i have inherent worth, separate from my sexual appeal. i am worthy of being loved, regardless of my appearance. i am allowed to be too masc for some people.
~ today's schedule ~
8-10: cozy time (bedrot)
10-12: clean room & do laundry
12-3: let syskid front
3-6: work on Halloween costume
6-9: evening bedrot
i called out of my therapy program today because the distress from yesterday hit me like a truck this morning. i really hope i don't get in trouble for missing.
Having a dissociative disorder is such a pain because I either have to heavily mask and pretend to be parts I am not, or I have to exposit and loredump my entire inner world every time I switch in front of a new person.
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