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the carla ryan scene in the factory was one of my faves it was so funny and cute ryan is the best swarla ally
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fucking hell the chest pains are so bad and idk if it鈥檚 actual chest pains or anxiety or acid reflux or a combination i鈥檓 going to throw upppp
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okay well the tests we were going to test today might not even actually be mine so idk where mine have gone so i鈥檝e had to email the woman they belong to being like oops sorry i opened them ik they had your name on i鈥檓 so so sorry ugh
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people do actual hard things like really hard shit and i鈥檓 a little baby scared to sit in an office for a singular day bc someone might talk to me wahhh wahhh what a loser
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i also can鈥檛 admit i鈥檓 wrong about my negative thoughts like if someone says oh that wasn鈥檛 too bad was it? i鈥檓 like well yeah kinda bad actually even if i don鈥檛 think that bc positivity is for looooosers
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i have such a negative mindset that if i think a positive thought i will make fun of myself for being positive
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i鈥檓 such a bad influence on myself bc in my heart ik if i go in more often i鈥檒l be less anxious but my dumb brains like no it won鈥檛 it鈥檒l suck forever avoid going in as much as possible bc if you go in you鈥檒l DIE
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supervisor meeting, probs chat with best supervisor, snowy or wet walk to hospital, meet with supervisor i鈥檝e never met irl, do some testing with blood, got back to normal office, socially interact AND do my work, go home in the dark and cold and wet on a bus at rush hour
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i love anxiety bc not only do i feel incredibly sick about going j to work tmr but i鈥檓 having actual unwell stomach symptoms bc of the anxiety just as an extra thing to be anxious about?
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obvs only taken it today but the sertraline is making me have like no appetite so long may that last
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can鈥檛 believe tmrs not only the one day i go into work but also a day i have to walk to the hospital from work and it鈥檚 going to snow apparently just typical
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it鈥檚 just annoying bc she鈥檚 very inflexible around her schedule. i suggest any other time and she鈥檚 like nope gotta pick the kids up i鈥檓 only around your area this one thursday like come on
this woman who does the flat inspection texted me and asked if next thursday would be good and i said no like two weeks ago and she鈥檚 just asked me again in whatsapp like no i鈥檓 in the office go away
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