When Lauryn Hill said “it could all be so simple” she wasn’t lying. Reciprocity between two people who want something to work is so simple. It’s as organic as breathing.
Just admit that you played yourself and promise yourself to never let the same mistake happen twice.
It’s okay if you thought you were over it but it’s hits you all over again. It’s okay to fall apart even after you thought you had it under control. You are not weak. Healing is messy. There is no timeline for healing.
Also realizing that as I get older, I’m okay w/ letting other people down if that means doings what’s best for me. People pleasing really took a lot away from my emotional well being in my early 20s and I’m glad to have let that habit go.
Everything is CYCLIC 🔄 don’t expect to feel UP all the time or DOWN. Acknowledge emotions but don’t allow them to CONTROL you.
LA night life changed completely once it lost @JERRYlorenzo. You know how when people talk about studio 54, night life 7 years ago in LA was an era.
