Jen

It’s funny. I come back here sometimes infrequently, and I’ll post or repost something, fully in the fandom mood. I think of the days spent writing and creating and sharing, when things were fun and funny. And then, there’s no interaction, no comments, or likes, or reposts…

Yes, we love it bc it’s gay. But we love it for more than that 💖

It talks about them in a way that is atrocious. But that’s what they really are. Relationships are binding and unifying, but they are also destructive and cause chaos. Gays, as far as humanity goes, we chose and very penetrating subject (no pun intended)

It talks about them in graphic detail. It talks about them in a way that makes us argue. It talks about them in a way that isn’t nice. It talks about them in way that’s makes us sit and analyze and think and discuss. It talks about them in a way that is sublime.

Gays, the deep, entrenched, hyper-dramatized horror that we watched was all just a dissertation about the one relatable thing we all share as humans, and that’s relationships. Complicated, complex, they ebb and flow and hurt and are beautiful, and the show talks about them.

Is this me? Is this you? Have we begun to blur? Should we begin to blur? Do I love the blur or do I hate the blur? Is love and hate the same thing?

How do we touch on intimacy without being intimate? How do we love? What does love mean? Is it an action or a feeling? How do we do it? How do we live past it when it hurts? How do we suffer through it, if we do? Should we suffer through it?

Hannigram is so relatable, gays, because it asks these types of questions. I know we argue about top/bottom, this/that, evil/good, but really, you and I connect with this show so much bc it asks us about relationships…

How does it work? How do you exist past someone?

Someone just asked my rising sign and I thought of them.

Oh but what if Will is married to Molly when he starts work at the FBI and then gets a therapist, Han, and he is seduced by her (obvi) and her dark side so they start having an affair in which they also kill ppl. Idk, just a thought.

I’m gonna project and give Han Lecter bottom surgery. Literally say something

Little known secret but Will fucked Matthew up the ass several times. Well, twice, but enough times that’s Matthew said “several times”

encourage Han to take a small step toward him. They’re close now. Close enough to share body heat. “Will there be anything else, Mr. Graham?” she asks, coy, a smile tugging at her cheek.

tracking the source of her attachment to him, only to shift up to meet his gaze. Both confused and stoic, her expression is clear. Will knows it. All too well. He holds her with a gentle yet certain grip, thumb caressing the back of her hand, which works well enough to +