get this feeling that my feelings just donβt mean a thing
Best start healing, but canβt deal with, bringing up the pain
Itβs not the same, itβs all gonβ change, stuck inside my selfish ways
numb myself and medicate, When I just wanna runaway
I gave my all, I ainβt letting go, watch me lose control
Answered yo call and you were so cold, you ainβt got no soul
Time flies, canβt turn it back, miss the things I never had, but we were so close
My mind, just canβt relax, hyperfixate on the past, til I take a dose
I used to shine bright like gold
Now Iβm all indigo
And I donβt understand why I always
feel dead and alone
We wear the mask that grins and lies,
It hides our cheeks and shades our eyes,
This debt we pay to human guile;
With torn and bleeding hearts we smile
Itβs honestly crazy how fast your life can change when you separate yourself from those that bleed you dry. Watch who you surround yourself with, a chain is only as strong as its weakest link
Anyone that doesnβt like BO6 is more than likely just ass, game plays so much better than MW3 itβs crazy
Get high to get by, Iβm alive, but might die off that vicadin
The devil, is in site, n outside, I think I might invite him in
ChatGPT is the most helpful tool Iβve ever used. It has its flaws but itβs crazy how fast you can learn different shit using an AI off your phone
Trauma and the drama baby, I be used to this
All I ever had were people that couldnβt give two shits
Lifeβs
Like a flower
Once youβre picked
Then youβre already dead
And Iβll rip, you, to, shreds
When youβre still a part of me
When I bleed, I watch you bleed
Just sit back, and let me rip, you, to shreds
Got your life within my reach
You can save apologies
They mean nothing to me
Here comes withdrawal, oh not again
You did me wrong, youβre not my friend
You let me fall, but Iβm still hopinβ¦
Iβm the one youβre gonna miss in the end
Why canβt you say just what I did, we both know that you wonβt ever find a love like this
I gave my all but I must admit, Iβm still from a generation with some fucked up kids
Iβm so sick from all this shit, I donβt know how Iβm pushing through
Crashed my whip inside a ditch, at least thatβs what I want to do
