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but the color of pink doesn’t wash your sins

Joined March 2024
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liat tiktok ini gw jadi mau sama diri sendiri #menghibur
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“kita bakal nikah ga ya din” is the saddest question that slipped away from my mouth
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all this longing feelings for what
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bar mana lagi di bandung yang kaya lucy jujur kehilangan pas tutup
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no min spend, dj masuk, vibe enak, deket ke kost gw is a must. minus tempat sempit tapi cukup buat vibing
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oj udah chaos sekarang penuh mulu
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dilarang jatuh cinta dalam keadaan unstable (#gw)
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run rabbit, run rabbit (run, run, run, run, run, run) 🐇
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dengerin lagu ini berasa balik ke bulan mei. ngerokok kaya orgil di kantor yang jendelanya kebuka ngarah ke parkiran GAA siang2 sambil melongo #jamsuy open.spotify.com/track/6qR2K…
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I DON'T WANT YOU TO FUCKING APOLOGIZE. I WANT THE GUILT TO EAT YOU ALIVE. I WANT YOU TO DROWN IN YOUR THOUGHTS LIKE I DROWNED IN MINE.
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but what am i supposed to do with that understanding now? idk. dan sampe sekarang aku masih bertanya2, why did i have to go through all of that just to learn that i deserved better? perhaps healing is learning that what happened to me was never proof that i was difficult to love
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i was just a human being who deserved to be loved without having to be hurt first. aku ga pernah pantes dapetin semua itu. i don’t even know if i’m sad bc of him or bc i’m remembering everything my body had to go through just to get here. i just feel so fucking empty
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