You wished to disappear.
For those of us who have loved and supported you for years, it appears that's exactly what you're doing.
I can't parent.
I lost the love of my life.
I can't do my job.
I'm miserable.
Tell me again why I'm here.
I hate what I think the next year is going to bring.I fear this is when she'll no longer have time for me. I already feel the slip. Until then, I'll cherish every word and any moment I'm lucky enough to see her.
I've loved you for 12 years. I'll love you forever.
These lyrics hit hard today.
I'd love to walk away and pull myself out of the rain
But I can't leave without you
I'd love live without the constant fear and endless doubt
But I can't live without you
This account started when my best friend and I found ourselves accidentally in love. We had bumps but also the greatest moments and memories of my life. Tonight she becomes someone else's and all dreams and hope of my happily ever after die as she celebrates the perfect future.
She is getting the ring, house, title and everything she wants.
Now all I want is to be able to leave this world.
To recap the last 10 days:
- he says I can't exist
- I don't exist
- I barely exist
- I'm her best friend
- she goes to him and I again fail to exist
Too late, my time has come
Sends shivers down my spine
Body's aching all the time
Goodbye everybody I've got to go.....
When you get treated poorly by someone but easily forgive - you're only giving that person permission to continue to treat you that way.
#TheEnd


