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hi, we're vayne.
β osdd-1b, bpd, cptsd, audhd
β dms open for questions
β goal is functional multiplicity
β inclusive (pro-endo, pro-mixed origin, etc.)
updating our intro since our last one is over two years out-of-date
#systwt #dissociatwt #osddtwt #didtwt
vayne πͺ retweeted
people claim they care about mental health and then dogpile every person they see experiencing a mental health episode like it's gonne help or change them. "ur a bad person!!" congratulations they are cured now
i have never seen something tell me more it's going to be extremely joever soon
would not be surprised if the frontier labs are *already* training for weight-reading/writing specifically and prompting those models to essentially reason about weights like code, bootstrapping rsi
We asked GPT-6 Astra to edit Qwen3.5-0.8B weights to improve math.
It directly changed only 0.016% of weights, fixing 0.8B's reasoning loops & improving math up to 6x and even instruction following 3x, without gradients or training.
We call this Weight-Space Programming: frontier LLMs can now natively read/write neural network weights! π§΅
Blog: rikiyat.github.io/blog/weighβ¦
vayne πͺ retweeted
despite all the healing iβve done, this will be a large part of who i am for the rest of my life
vayne πͺ retweeted
lowkey how it feels being a system and navigating it while having mainly non-system friends who only learns of it cuz of u
vayne πͺ retweeted
Potential Harm
vayne πͺ retweeted
is this not also emotional manipulation/abuse?????????? "you can fix BPD by sporadically doing the thing that makes most pwBPD wanna off themselves regularly until you finally validate their worst fears without warning" and yall think you're good people?
vayne πͺ retweeted
like not to vent on main but lowkey it does get tiring just constantly seeing people be like βyeah man your life is actually pointless and you are unlovable and will amount to nothingβ like okay bro can we chill for a minute like calm down
vayne πͺ retweeted
maybe people w/ bpd wouldnβt try so hard to get sympathy if you freaks were sympathetic towards us literally fucking Ever instead of focusing on getting your twitter dunks in about how goddamn attention seeking and overdramatic we are
vayne πͺ retweeted
yes yes a thousand times yes
just like white people and racism, a lot of you don't understand how you benefit from the number of abuse survivors there are
once you recognize the ecosystem of abusers, you realize the world is not safe.
ever.
vayne πͺ retweeted
no hate, but i'm tired. you are the millionth person to tell me that i don't want it/i'm making excuses. i'm poor, can barely afford to eat, and have no insurance. a specialized clinic dropped me after i spent $100. poverty is killing me, but i guess "i don't want it" enough.
