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Heloïse in the Shell

@Plotinusmoder

Neo Spinozan Monist | Deus Sive Natura | Trans Woman | Integral Humanist | Intellectual Love of God as the Highest Virtue | Amateur Wannbe Scientist

Joined February 2026
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Deus exists, Deus is Natura, Spinozism is true
Agiat 💚 (@countmaculad) profile pictureAgiat 💚
@countmaculadJul 16
God exists, Jesus is Lord, Catholicism is true
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This was mostly a joke, but it is interesting
Heloïse in the Shell (@Plotinusmoder) profile pictureHeloïse in the Shell@PlotinusmoderNov 8
Might LARP this
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Might LARP this
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Studying Greek
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I’m intending to really lay off from even thinking about posting on X for a while and just really focus on rebuilding a worldview again. This can really only be done by being grounded in real life, so I am laying back from posting.
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Also, now that I don’t feel the drive to basically run apologetics for trans-affirmative Catholicism, I’m not sure what direction this account will take. At this point it’s more about meeting and getting to know likeminded thinkers than anything.
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Maybe I’ll be an atheist Christian Neoplatonist
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Or just put no name to it
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Saints Plotinus and Spinoza, Ora Pro Nobis!
dan (@aristophaneet) profile picturedan@aristophaneetNov 7
Replying to @aristophaneet
i don't say this to be callous, i felt very similarly after i apostatized 2 years ago. the breath of empty space can be unbearable sometimes, but if you can find the strength within yourself to carry on, to embrace your fate with love and gratitude, you will flourish like never before
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Book I have with Christian Wagner’s Autograph in it
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SuperNova55555@Super_Nova55555Nov 7
Replying to @ReasonPilled
I agree. Pure Divine Mystery becomes almost indistinguishable from Atheism & especially Agnosticism in practice. Which is why a degree of disillusionment or blind faith into its genuine personification is necessary for one to live distinctly from the prior two worldviews.
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I think sufficient apophaticism leads you to believe that God exists but the way you should believe in Him is virtually impossible to distinguish from like a kind of spiritual atheism
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I am a failed trans cath prophet
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Dark Night of the Soul where it’s literally just atheism and everything sucks
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Heloïse in the Shell (@Plotinusmoder) profile pictureHeloïse in the Shell@PlotinusmoderNov 6
Having my faith rapidly collapse has been genuinely devastating for my psychological integrity. I’m booking an appointment with campus psychological services before I actually potentially spiral forever
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Baroque Naturalist 🫒@baroquerationalNov 5
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Honestly I'm not sure how catholics cope with modern bible scholarship. Like, the new testament very clearly has an evolving theology to the point where Jesus wasn't even seen as God in the synoptics.
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𝖂𝔲𝖑𝔣𝖘𝔱𝖆𝔫 ☧ 🇦🇲🇰🇿🍵🪏 (@ChudNarodnik) profile picture𝖂𝔲𝖑𝔣𝖘𝔱𝖆𝔫 ☧ 🇦🇲🇰🇿🍵🪏@ChudNarodnikNov 7
kill
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I told them my name was Louise and I got this 😭
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Having my faith rapidly collapse has been genuinely devastating for my psychological integrity. I’m booking an appointment with campus psychological services before I actually potentially spiral forever
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I think the fact that televangelists and Pentecostals can regularly “cure” people of their diseases and the people in the cult think it’s actually a legit miracle when it’s not, should in itself make people wonder how authentic Christ’s healing miracles were
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My Deus? Natura. My Propositions? Condemned. My Bible? Not protected from every kind of error. My Thought? Modern. My particular determined mode? Boy.
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-wake up -an eternal, immutable, and specifically personal God, does not exist -pain
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