There's nothing in the world quite like finding your soul in the person sitting beside you. That's what I found in @JaredsGravity [Engaged: 3/17/13]#RF [21+ RP]
La Push, WA
Joined February 2013
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>> needing the closeness, even on the large couch:: Pick the next movie? ::My voice was quiet. I didn't want to release @JaredsGravity, >>
::As the movie ended, I grazed my lips along @JaredsGravity's shoulder in front of me. Her small body was curled on my lap, both of us >>
>> won't make that mistake again ::I leaned into @JaredsGravity's hair, reminding myself that yesterday is over and she is here::
>> enough. ::I had to blink against the tears that threatened:: I was wrong and I know that. I'm sorry and I swear to you, Kim that I >>
>> break down of she turned to look at me:: I let myself forget that love takes work. I let myself believe that the bond between us was >>
>> /true/ fear until yesterday. ::I could feel my hands shake and I held @JaredsGravity tighter, not wanting her to move. Afraid I would >>
>> lived through the heartaches of my pack brothers. ::I cleared my throat, pulling @JaredsGravity closer unconsciously:: But I never knew>>
>> but I pushed forward, feeling @JaredsGravity's heart under my fingers:: I've fought vampires, seen battles I wish I could forget and >>
>> softly:: And to every emotion I've felt since. You became my everything in one moment. ::I swallowed hard, not sure if I could continue>>
>> felt emotions before that moment but they were all a dull comparison to what I felt then ::I kissed the back of @JaredsGravity's neck >>
>> mine. I knew, right then, that I would do anything for you, Kim. I would do anything to know you, every part of you. I only thought I'd>>
>> I froze. Again I couldn't explain it. I couldn't think. I couldn't see anything but the completely engulfing brown eyes looking up into>>
>> @JaredsGravity's chest, placing it over her heart as I continued:: And I turned to go to my seat. I was halfway down the aisle before >>
>> I opened the door. ::I knew @JaredsGravity could feel my heart pounding against her back as I remembered this day. I slid my hand to >>
>> to her then, the details didn't seem as important as the huge mountains of information. But I wanted @JaredsGravity to know now:: So >>
>> would figure something else out. ::I didn't know why I had never gone into detail about this with @JaredsGravity before but explaining >>
>> I would sit there and make it through one day. That was all I could do. If at the end of the day I still knew I couldn't handle it, I >>
>> Something was pulling at me from the inside. I couldn't explain it but I knew I had to try. I told myself I wouldn't speak to anyone. >>
>> more of @JaredsGravity's scent as I continued:: I tried to leave. I walked all the way to the doors but I couldn't make myself go. >>