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I'm just painting, I'm just being creative, popularity can wait (I don't take orders 🥀(not now))

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Joined April 2025
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I have too much pressure on me, I can't stand more than one action, I get tired very quickly, I don't even know why ((
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Oh, I can't start painting old works, I don't want to start new ones, I need to work, I'm going to be hospitalized soon, dealing with military service and not understanding myself and who I am, I want to cry and laugh
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#sergal #vilous #art Can I not say anything? My inflamed brain demanded it, at least this gestalt is closed? (And yes, it was drawn in 15 minutes)
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#sergal #oc #vilous (From my telegram channel, and yes, there will be no link to it since) • That's all for today, and my feeling is when I send you the progress of the work, in which nothing has changed at all from the last stage (the second picture after the sketch)
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#sergal #oc #vilous Every time I tell myself, "I'll draw something simple," and every time it turns into some kind of long-term construction.
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#sergal #oc #vilous "But you made me want to... Plan out my last days on earth, eating you..." "Light shower" by Melanie Martinez The song I quickly drew a sketch for ;P
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Ммм, такое ощущение что я разбит на части, не знаю чего хочу, да и делать ничего не хочется, даже мыться себя я заставляю, неужели уход одного человека из моей жизни так сильно влияет...или я с полна вкусил кусок депрессии ._.
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In any case, I've exhausted myself so much that I can't even draw now, at least I'll try to force myself tomorrow.
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I'll have to talk to someone about something, tomorrow will be a tough day, psychologically..
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My old version...heh.. #sergal #oc #vilous
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Oh, how I love your likes, it's like a balm to my soul~
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I'm too lazy to tag with hashtags, well done to anyone who sees it
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Maybe I'll start in color #sergal #oc #vilous
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the worst day of the week, sleeping with an ex who took care of me, fighting with my family because of my bad mood, and yes, as usual, I ruined everything for them.
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I miss him so much, why couldn't this dream last forever.. right now I'm lying and crying, either from longing, or from my own impotence, because I haven't done anything in a day, or from everything at once, so I have to go to work tomorrow.
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I don't want anything, all I can do is pour out my pain on others, because my loved ones are tired of me..
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Two emotions - one emotion (not done) #sergal #oc #vilous
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