I have too much pressure on me, I can't stand more than one action, I get tired very quickly, I don't even know why ((
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Oh, I can't start painting old works, I don't want to start new ones, I need to work, I'm going to be hospitalized soon, dealing with military service and not understanding myself and who I am, I want to cry and laugh
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Ммм, такое ощущение что я разбит на части, не знаю чего хочу, да и делать ничего не хочется, даже мыться себя я заставляю, неужели уход одного человека из моей жизни так сильно влияет...или я с полна вкусил кусок депрессии ._.
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In any case, I've exhausted myself so much that I can't even draw now, at least I'll try to force myself tomorrow.
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the worst day of the week, sleeping with an ex who took care of me, fighting with my family because of my bad mood, and yes, as usual, I ruined everything for them.
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I miss him so much, why couldn't this dream last forever.. right now I'm lying and crying, either from longing, or from my own impotence, because I haven't done anything in a day, or from everything at once, so I have to go to work tomorrow.
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