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Sauceless MFs always got the most to say
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Ray Peat was a confusing sort of guy
 he wrote about his ideas in “books” and articles. You literally have to navigate to a “website” to read some of his stuff. He often wrote words, arranged left-to-right in what are called “paragraphs.” Hard guy to pin down.
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The path to greatness cuts right through the garden of scaring the hoes
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how going back to school at 27 feels
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STAND BY MR. PRESIDENT. DO NOT LET THEM GIVE YOU FINASTERIDE. I REPEAT. DO NOT LET THEM GIVE YOU FINASTERIDE. OUR SCIENTIST IS INVENTING A SOLUTION. LOVE, B. BLOOMAN, CEO OF SCIENCE TRYBLOO CORP.
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Collagen is a story in peptides and organotherapy The peptide sequence GHK is found repeated in the alpha 2 chain of type 1 collagen It makes sense since GHK copper peptide up-regulates repair of collagen As collagen is broken down and damaged, GHK is released, which signals repair. An elegant mechanism People used to make fun of collagen saying “doesn’t work, it gets broken down into individual amino acids, might as well eat protein”. That’s not true Small chains of amino acids get absorbed in the gut by PEP and LAT transporters It’s highly likely that as you eat collagen, you’re actually ingesting GHK and other peptides, which are driving some of the joint, skin, and hair effects. This explains how eating collagen has reported beneficial effects despite not being absorbed as a giant chain in the gut. The small chains drive the effect This begs the question if other organs contain similar small peptide mechanisms (they do, more to come)
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“So don’t prescribe them for minor issues.” Okay. And how do we go about making that change? By talking about iatrogenic harm from overprescribing. Which is what we’re doing. Here’s the thing, though: “strong efficacy in real-world studies” is a joke. And adding the qualifier “moderate to severe” doesn’t save you either. In a real-world cohort of 673,177 UK patients, mostly prescribed SSRIs, average depression severity fell from moderately severe to moderate after two months. Authors described effectiveness as “small-to-moderate.” Most of the 116,000+ adult participants in Cipriani’s 522-trial antidepressant analysis already fit the “moderate to severe” description. Average advantage over placebo was 0.3 standard deviations. I’m not seeing “strong efficacy.” For childhood depression, Cochrane found Prozac’s average advantage over placebo was 2.84 CDRS-R points: “small and unimportant.” That’s <3 points on a 96-point range, by the way. Irving Kirsch has spent decades studying placebo effects. His analysis of four antidepressants found an average advantage of just 1.8 HAM-D points over placebo. 52-point scale. That’s pitiful. In the most severely depressed samples, it reached just over 4—but because placebo improvement fell, not because drug improvement increased. Important distinction. Patients familiar with antidepressant side effects could recognize their absence, realize they were getting placebo, and would then lose confidence in the treatment. Want me to keep going? I can keep going. You can’t point to the danger of depression and count that as proof your drugs prevent suicide. Treatment-induced suicidal behavior has to enter the calculation too. In 2000, psychiatrist David Healy estimated that Prozac had already caused approximately 50,000 excess suicides. You can challenge his estimate, but spare me the claim that this concern comes from “people who never studied pharmacology.” It’s a long list of MDs and PhDs. It’s internationally recognized psychiatrists and researchers with decades of clinical and academic experience. Prozac’s own prescribing information says the adult trials recorded too few suicides to determine the drugs’ effect on suicide deaths. It also warns of increased suicidal thoughts and behavior in younger patients. We criticize SSRIs because of the scale. And because their efficacy is oversold (by people like you!). And because they hurt people. Sometimes for many years after cessation. Other psych drugs are prescribed less often, but not less overprescribed. We criticize psychiatry as a whole. No other profession hands out drugs with such poor track records and gaslights their maimed patients afterwards. You agree they shouldn’t be prescribed for minor issues. Then engage with the overprescribing argument instead of dismissing the people making it.
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So don’t prescribe them for minor issues. Don’t throw the baby out with the bathwater. They are the safest antidepressants out there with strong efficacy in real world studies for moderate to severe depression. Severe untreated depression is a higher risk of suicide than SSRIs
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Can we please remove all the neuroticism from the performance and longevity field Why is everyone attracted to this field so damn neurotic We need to focus on resiliency and defense, not fragility Anti Fragile Longevity Thrive DESPITE suboptimal inputs
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One shitty Iranian trial of 40 kids inflated Prozac’s benefit in two major meta-analyses. Remove the trial and the benefit halves. Think of this the next time your doctor condescends to you about “the Science.” This is the science. Cochrane’s 2021 review found Prozac offered just 2.84 CDRS-R points over placebo (96-point range): “small and unimportant.” Kirsch’s adult analysis found 1.8 HAM-D points over placebo. That’s 40% below the NICE benchmark for a clinically meaningful benefit. These are the numbers behind all that hubris. SSRIs are whole-body drugs whose full effects we still don’t understand. Even Prozac’s label admits its exact mechanism is unknown. And no, it’s not correcting a serotonin deficiency. That’s marketing. Lilly’s own correspondence reveals instructions to code suicide attempts as “overdoses” and suicidal thoughts as “depression.” Courts have found antidepressants responsible for egregious homicides and murder-suicides, even at normal prescribed doses. Severe sexual side effects can persist for decades after stopping these drugs. For some people, getting off means years of careful hyperbolic tapering, down to fractions of a milligram. And we’re giving these drugs to children like they’re Tylenol. This has to stop.
This is certainly the most consequential paper published in child and adolescent psychiatry for the last few years. It shows that the meta-analyses that current child psychiatry guidelines rely on to recommend fluoxetine for depression were skewed by an unbelievable trial (n=40) in Iran which found an effect 15 times larger than the average. When this trial is removed all meta-analyses find the same as a recent Cochrane analysis which found 'small and unimportant differences.' The flawed meta-analyses by Zhou and @cipriani in the @TheLancet and Lancet Psychiatry need to be corrected. And guideline committees need to update their guidance in the context of the harms of these drugs including withdrawal effects, sexual effects and agitation/akathisia and suicidality in a minority of youths exposed to them. Link below
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Doing a year long conspiracy where I befriend both parties and get them both to take nasal oxytocin so I can secure my $20 chick fil a gift card
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new study i read today ties increased ERR activity to antioxidant defense capability: we know SLU-PP-915 + SLU-PP-332 "activate" the Estrogen Related Receptors (ERRs) when we "activate" these receptors, this can cause a muscle fiber type shift away from glycolytic fibers toward more oxidative fibers. just think fuel preference shifting more towards fatty acids instead of glucose, and the fiber becomes more endurance capable. so how does this uniquely tie into antioxidant defense? if there is a greater capacity to burn fatty acids for fuel, that frees up more glucose / glycolytic intermediates to be used for antioxidant defense. basically we don't need the glucose as much to make energy with since fats are covering down, and we can send the glucose down alternative antioxidant defense pathways instead. in this specific study: Cardiolipin got fucked ↓ more ROS ↓ body turns up ERRs (ERRy shown here) ↓ fuel type shifts towards fats ↓ more glucose is spared to feed antioxidant defense and attenuate the ROS increase study points out how this can be an adaptive response from the body to protect cellular integrity. who knows how this translates with the SLU stuff. they weren't part of the study, just obviously where my mind goes since they're involved in the program. nature.com/articles/s43587-0

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Re: Cartalax since it’s starting to get popular. Before synthetic Cartalax (AED / Ala-Glu-Asp), Khavinson’s group studied a polypeptide complex isolated from animal cartilage PCC. And this wasn’t just another supplement extract. A 2023 paper from the St. Petersburg Institute of Bioregulation and Gerontology reports that PCC contains peptides ranging from 75–846 Da, including the tripeptide AED the sequence associated with Cartalax. More importantly, the authors reported that the cartilage polypeptide complex had progressed to Phase II clinical trials in Russia for osteoarthritis. That gives us a much more interesting developmental chain: Cartilage tissue → PCC → identification of bioactive peptides including AED → synthetic short-peptide research. This is why searching “Cartalax studies” alone probably misses much of the story. The older research may be buried under the cartilage polypeptide complex, tissue-peptide preparations, patents, Russian clinical reports and dissertations rather than the eventual commercial peptide name.
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why the fuck is everyone on TRT trying to shill me Pregnenolone? don't let it's nutricost supplement status fool you; this can be some strong stuff simple explainer + my experience: (watch in 1.5-2x)
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MOTS-c vs ATX-304 (My n=1) To start, these compounds are similar, yet very different. Both are marketed as exercise mimetics and activate AMPK. MOTS-c is a peptide your mitochondria already make, while ATX-304 is a research chem heading into Phase 2. I have experimented with both, so I will dive into the science and my n=1 for both below. (All of this information is for educational/research purposes only, not medical advice, just my n=1 experience) Origins: MOTS-c: - Discovered in 2015 in Pinchas Cohen's lab at USC, so it's a relatively new discovery - 16 amino acid peptide encoded in your mitochondrial DNA (12S rRNA region), not your nuclear DNA ATX-304: - Started life as O304 at Betagenon, a small Swedish biotech out of UmeĂ„ - Cambrian Bio launched Amplifier Therapeutics in 2023, which bought Betagenon - Oral small molecule, NOT a peptide Mechanisms of action: AMPK is the fuel gauge in your cells. When energy runs low (training, fasting) it flips on and tells the cell to pull in glucose, burn fat, and build more mitochondria. It also tells the cell to quit spending energy on building stuff, which comes up again later and is relevant to the mTOR discussion, as these two pathways seem to see-saw a bit. MOTS-c MOA: - Gets to AMPK the long way around - Jams the folate cycle, AICAR builds up, AICAR flips AMPK - Under metabolic stress it moves into the nucleus and turns on antioxidant response genes ATX-304 MOA: - Goes straight at AMPK - Keeps it locked on by blocking the step that switches it back off (dephosphorylation at Thr172) - Your cells don't have to run low on energy for it to work. ATP held steady at every concentration Cambrian tested - The UmeĂ„ group later showed it also acts as a mitochondrial uncoupler, burning extra fuel to create demand The research: MOTS-c Mice: - ↑ Running capacity and physical performance (young, middle-aged, and old) - ↓ Insulin resistance - ↓ Diet-induced weight gain - ↑ Healthspan, even when started late in life Humans: - ↑ Muscle MOTS-c ~12x after a workout - ↑ Blood MOTS-c 1.6x during exercise - ↓ Levels with age - No trials of injected MOTS-c yet ATX-304 Mice: - ↑ Muscle glucose uptake - ↓ Body weight and body fat, even while eating more - ↓ Insulin resistance - ↑ Fat used as fuel - ↑ Heart function and exercise capacity in aged mice Humans: - ↓ Fasting glucose - ↓ Insulin resistance - ↑ Blood flow to small vessels - ↓ Blood pressure - ↓ Liver fat - ↓ Visceral fat - ↓ Triglycerides - ↑ Adiponectin - ↑ Resting metabolic rate (8%) - Minimal weight loss at 400mg (Phase 2 plans higher doses) My n=1 observations: MOTS-c: - Felt the energy within the first 2 days, and it stayed consistent the whole run - Higher work capacity ceiling in the gym - Low level focus boost - Jump in caffeine sensitivity - Fat loss felt faster stacked with GLP1 - A1c improved a ton (can't split this one from GLP1), insulin sensitivity is the best it's ever been - Clean for the first 3-4 months, then a mast cell reaction basically overnight - Coming off: not much, maybe a slight dip in energy ATX-304: - Slight energy boost at lower doses - Effect builds the longer I run it (O304 has a long half-life, and it took 14 days to reach steady state in the 2018 trial) - Body temp seemed to increase at higher doses, but I do not have measurable data on this - I believe I have experienced some slight fatigue as the uncoupling effect kicks in, but the experiment is heavily confounded - 188 to 181 lbs in the first week back from vacation, after bumping to 100mg+ stacked with SLU-PP-915 pre cardio (a chunk of that is likely post-vacation water) - Eating more carbs than usual without gaining weight - Increased bowel movements, up to 7x a day when I started MOTS-c: 2mg daily AM, subQ (months, goal: energy and accelerated fat loss) ATX-304: 50mg titrated up to 150mg, oral (ongoing, goal: speed up fat loss) RHR, sleep scores, and labs stayed pretty consistent across both runs. Not much changed. hs-CRP stayed at 0.5 mg/L. The mast cell reaction (MOTS-c): First 3-4 months on MOTS-c were completely fine, no issues. Then basically overnight I couldn't tolerate it. Every pin left a welt that stuck around 7+ days. The explanation that makes the most sense for this is that mast cells sit in your skin loaded with histamine. With repeat pinning, your immune system can quietly build IgE antibodies against the peptide. Those antibodies park on your mast cells and nothing happens for a while. Once you're sensitized, the next pin cross-links them and the mast cells dump histamine. So it can go from zero to welts overnight after months of nothing. Classic hives fade within a day. Welts that last a week likely mean a slower, delayed-type immune reaction on top of the histamine. Re-exposure after sensitization can escalate to full body hives, lip/tongue/throat swelling, trouble breathing, dizziness, anaphylaxis. I was lucky and never got past the welts, but I have heard anecdotal reports of people who have had much more extreme reactions. FDA flagged immunogenicity from peptide aggregates and impurities as a risk for MOTS-c in its compounding review. Confounders: - GLP1 running in the background for both - MOTS-c ran alongside SS-31 and a few other peptides - My body started rejecting SS-31 too, which is what pushed me to switch to SLU-PP-915 + ATX-304 - ATX-304 runs alongside SLU-PP-915 (10mg), which pushes the same oxidative side through ERR Things to be mindful of: - Adverse reactions on MOTS-c are more common than people think - ATX-304's human data is two small, short trials, and the newest isn't peer reviewed - ATX-304's GI response is real, especially early and on an empty stomach - FDA's own reviewers recommended against listing MOTS-c. The PCAC committee voted 7-5 in favor. Nothing changes until FDA does rulemaking on the compounding side - Running both at once is in some ways double-dipping the same switch My take: I'm staying on ATX-304 until my growth phase starts. AMPK and mTOR pull in opposite directions, so once the goal is building muscle, I want to promote an environment in my body that's as conducive to doing so as possible. MOTS-c did its job for months. The energy was real and stacked well with a GLP1. If it wasn't for the adverse reactions, I would likely still be on it.
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This Men’s Health article written by Gregory Scott Brown, MD (@GregorySBrownMD), is a good example of why people have stopped trusting psychiatrists. And why nobody alive today actually reads Men’s Health (US circulation has fallen 75% since 2009 and UK circulation by 66% since 2010). The overconfidence here is extraordinary. Almost every single point made falls apart under scrutiny. Let’s debunk the claims and remind Greg why there’s a “war” on antidepressants. CLAIM #1: “In other cases, anxiety or depression may have come back when they tried to stop antidepressants in the past. This means the drug was working the way it was supposed to.” Psychiatry loves this trick. And it’s really not even appropriate to call it a trick because I’m positive these people don’t know better. The industry is deceptive; the prescribers are simply clueless. But I digress. You cannot conclude the drug was necessary without first ruling out withdrawal. When you take an SSRI/SNRI, you are taking a drug that chemically alters your brain in ways not comparable to taking a Tylenol. What I mean is: when you stop taking the drug, you don’t just snap back to baseline like a rubber band. Your nervous system adapts to the presence of the drug and stopping it does not guarantee an immediate return to how you felt before treatment. The drug can leave your system before your nervous system has readjusted. That can produce withdrawal symptoms, including symptoms you never had before taking the drug. Withdrawal symptoms can persist for months or years. Sexual dysfunction can also persist after stopping, a separate adverse effect now (finally) acknowledged by regulators. Psychiatry has no answer for this. Most clinicians hardly even acknowledge it. Withdrawal can cause anxiety, depressed mood, insomnia and suicidal thoughts. Restarting the medication can relieve those symptoms. That doesn’t prove any original illness returned, or that underlying illness was discovered. If your psychiatrist fails to recognize withdrawal, you can end up back on the drug indefinitely, or with another prescription added to treat symptoms caused by coming off the first one. The Maudsley Deprescribing Guidelines explicitly warns about this, including the consequences: unnecessary long-term prescribing and patients coming to believe they have a severe illness that requires indefinite medication. If you mistake withdrawal for relapse, you can spend years treating a problem the medication helped create while congratulating yourself for treating the underlying condition (Maudsley, pp. 107–109; see also RCPsych guidance). CLAIM #2: “If you stop Paxil cold turkey, you might feel a little ‘off,’ more irritable, or like you have a mild version of the flu for a couple of days.” This is straight-up false. Paroxetine (Paxil) is among the antidepressants with the highest withdrawal risk. The Royal College of Psychiatrists lists possible withdrawal symptoms including intense anxiety, electric-shock sensations, dizziness severe enough to prevent standing unaided, akathisia and suicidal thoughts. Symptoms can last months or more than a year. Imagine developing those symptoms after being prepared for a couple of mildly unpleasant days. And then imagine being told the distress proves you needed the drug. These two mistakes can reinforce each other. CLAIM #3: “One study published in The Lancet Psychiatry showed that about 15 percent of patients experience withdrawal symptoms such as insomnia and headache when stopping their antidepressant.” The cited review actually found symptoms in approximately 31% of people stopping antidepressants and 17% stopping placebo. The 15% estimate was what the authors attributed to antidepressant withdrawal after accounting for background symptoms. It also estimated severe symptoms in 2.8% of people stopping antidepressants. Even that estimate means roughly one in 35 (Henssler et al., 2024). Moncrieff et al. (Psychological Medicine, 2025) identified serious limitations: short treatment periods, short follow-up, reliance on patients spontaneously reporting symptoms, and possible misclassification of withdrawal as relapse. How confidently can you reassure someone who has taken a drug for ten years using studies that often involved brief treatment and brief observation after stopping? Most adult SSRI trials last about eight weeks, and almost none are longer than a few months. CLAIM #4: “SSRIs may help you feel calmer by allowing the brain to utilize the chemical serotonin more efficiently.” This is indefensible and the author should be embarrassed to say this in 2026. SSRIs inhibit serotonin reuptake. That’s one thing that this class of drug does, and it’s separate from the claim Gregory is making. Even Lilly’s own Prozac prescribing information acknowledges that its exact mechanism is unknown: “Although the exact mechanism of FLUOXETINE is unknown, it is presumed to be linked to its inhibition of CNS neuronal uptake of serotonin.” (Prozac prescribing information, § 12.1) Irving Kirsch addresses this inference in The Emperor’s New Drugs: observing what a drug does to neurotransmitters does not establish what caused the illness. It’s like saying a headache is an aspirin deficiency. CLAIM #5: “But that’s because they have been studied, have been proven to work, and most people don’t have severe side effects from them.” Then tell readers how much benefit the drug adds. Kirsch’s 2008 analysis of published and unpublished FDA trials found average improvement of 9.6 Hamilton depression points with medication and 7.8 with placebo. The additional average benefit was 1.8 points. On a 52-point scale. That was below the three-point threshold for clinical importance used in the analysis. The difference was extremely modest. You cannot credit the medication with every improvement that happens while someone takes it. If a painkiller beat a sugar pill by 1.8 points on a 52-point scale, under the bar for clinical importance (Kirsch et al., 2008), and could leave you with severe, prolonged adverse effects, you wouldn’t buy it. You can’t sell SSRIs without lying to the buyer. CLAIM #6: “Since the first antidepressants were approved in the 1950s, and SSRIs in the late 1980s, antidepressants are estimated to have saved tens of thousands of lives.” Where does that number come from? The FDA’s analysis of 372 adult trials recorded only eight suicide deaths. The authors explicitly said their study could do little to resolve whether antidepressants affected death by suicide. Adults under 25 given antidepressants for psychiatric conditions had more than twice the odds of suicidal behaviour as those given placebo (OR 2.30) (Stone et al., 2009). And the suicide concerns predate Prozac’s US approval. In 2000, the Boston Globe reported that German regulators had initially refused to approve it after Lilly’s studies showed a combined rate of suicides and suicide attempts three times that on placebo and five times that on older antidepressants (Garnett, 2000). Lilly’s own correspondence shows reported suicide attempts being coded as “overdoses” and suicidal thoughts as “depression.” In Let Them Eat Prozac, David Healy reproduces a German Lilly executive’s objection to those instructions: he could not justify them to the regulator, a judge, a reporter or even his own family. Peter Gþtzsche examines related reporting failures in Deadly Medicines and Organised Crime. If you’re going to put a number on lives saved, show the calculation. And account for iatrogenic harms, too. You can’t establish a mortality benefit by pointing to modestly improved depression scores. CLAIM #7: “Psychiatrists are pretty good at helping patients taper antidepressants in a way that is comfortable and safe.” This could not be further from the truth. For thirty years, Maudsley, one of the major names in psychiatry, published guidelines telling doctors which drugs to prescribe and how. In 2024, it finally published an entire book on getting people off them safely. Its authors describe patients turning to online communities because their prescribers failed to recognise withdrawal or recommended dangerously fast tapers. The people who write the prescribing manuals are now confronting the harm caused when doctors don’t know how to stop what they started. In other words: The entire reason the book exists is because psychiatrists and GPs don’t handle tapering well. Psychiatrists don’t understand their treatments nor the adverse effects. Their hubris and gaslighting are causing direct harm to their patients. And they’re failing to see it, routinely. Many people want to stop these drugs and need competent help doing so. How is anyone supposed to make an informed decision when withdrawal is understated, its symptoms can be mistaken for illness, and that mistake can become the justification for keeping them medicated? @GregorySBrownMD, do you expect your patients to trust you? Why should they?
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New Bioregulator Peptide Findings: Was having my bots search for different bioregulator sequences in larger protein fragments and I found something interesting: OVAGEN (EDA), the Khavinson liver bioregulator is a fragment from the larger 205 amino acid protein, Hepatic Stimulator Substance (HSS) HSS has been found to have liver regenerative effects, not sure why it never took off in clinical practice But it's wild to find these bioregulators in actual sequences of known proteins. While we still dont have the true sequence of BPC, Khavinson's peptides have been confirmed in other known proteins. For example, Vilon KE in TA1 and TB4 Peptide regulation of protein expression is completely ignored outside of Khavinson's lab At first I was skeptical of Khavinson, but the more I see these small snippets, the more I cam amazed Mind you, he himself never noted this connection in his papers
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You really don’t need to worry about your HDL and I’ve seen quite a few people on here talk about how they’re focused on raising it. There are far better ways to keep your heart healthy on PEDs - Daily activity - Eat mostly real food that digests well, including vegetables - Manage ldl (and look into particle types) - Consider risk based on LP(a) and family history - Cardio most days - Monitor inflammation (hs-crp + neutrophil lymphocyte ratio) - Always maintain decent body composition and metabolic health (triglycerides, fasted insulin, bg, a1c) - Keep dietary fat relatively low, especially in growth phases - Meds/supps to manage cholesterol Your doctor will say a lot of things are fine that are absolutely not fine while they worry about your hematocrit, “Oh no, need to donate blood!” *as he lets your ldl of 160 ride because that’s what it was last time* Also bear in mind, what’s okay for a normal person isn’t necessarily equally okay for someone that uses PEDs. You should absolutely be MORE strict about key blood markers as a PED user. HDL is just not one of them.
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Recreational drugs and psychiatric drugs get compared as if both were just “substances that change the brain.” Bad comparison. A recreational drug’s high is usually an episode. The state arrives, it’s obviously not baseline, and it ends in minutes or hours. If you misjudged it, you wait it out. The person who took the drug is still there to compare notes with the person coming down. Many psychiatric drugs are not like this. They are a new climate. Some reactions are acute and obvious. Others are slow: less urgency, less wanting, less range, less sex, less edge. Piece by piece. Little by little. You replace a plank here and there and the result is still technically you. You are the Ship of Theseus. Not only have the parts changed, but the observer of the changes has changed alongside them. Friends may notice first. The clinic may call it improvement. Stopping is not the same as “sobering up,” because there may be no clean “after” and the person who would have wanted off may no longer be the one deciding. You can consent to a pill. You can’t fully consent in advance to the self who might later prefer the pill. Or decide that more of it is a good idea.
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