Rachel Murray

Me: “he’s 100% a 10” Kaleigh: he’s a 7 a 7.5 at best Me: no he’s definitely a 10 K: are you out of your tree? Me: wtf did you say? K: idk my dad says it 🤣 I’m dead @kaleighmillerrr

M: I actually hate being called Mike, it’s Michael from now on. Me: adjusts and starts calling him Michael M: you need to stop calling me Michael it feels like a mom yelling at her kid. To you are the only one who can call me Mike. This man 😂🤦🏻‍♀️

I don’t know what to do. I’m stuck, lost, grasping at the small sliver of hope that we will make it through this….

I can’t catch a damn break.

I give huge kudos to anyone who has a long distance significant other or military spouse. Mike and I are an hour apart from each other and I’m in tears because we won’t be seeing each other today. I can’t wait to be living with this man 😭

Nothing truly makes me happier than seeing Mike be comfortable enough to fully be himself.

I’m really excited about the future and that’s something new for me. Before Mike the future scared me, but knowing he’s going to be there makes me excited. 🥰

I honestly can’t wait for the day when I don’t have to text Mike “I’m home” and instead I’ll say “I’m on my way home” 😭

Hearing Mike talk about our future makes my heart swell. Like I know we have a future together but hearing him talk about it 😭🥰

I’m tried of feeling like I’m not good enough.

Sleep is hard when the peace you need is miles away 😞

I could fuck up some chicken parm right now

I’m so tired of this 😭

I hate being an over thinker

I just wanna go back to school. I hate that I can’t

I just wanna return to school! 😭😭😭 I need $7000 like yesterday

Being truly cared for is such a foreign concept to me that sometimes I don’t believe that it’s real.

Letting go of past mistakes when you remember the dates they happened is nearly impossible 😞