// "Stebbins had gotten into his head like a snatch of pop music that goes around and around until you think you're going to go crazy with it." i feel so normal
// "Garraty thought of Stebbins again" "He looked over his shoulder at Stebbins" "He didn't want Stebbins to fold up early anymore" YOU ARE GAYYYYYYYYY
daily affirmations:
- i am a bad person
- my thoughts are evil
- forgiveness is not an option
- i am my father’s son
- my thoughts can kill
- win no matter what
he reminds me of the ocean, i think i must be the moon. the sun was never right for me, i don’t want a love that only meets in an eclipse. i want the ocean, who has witnessed every phase of me, just as i’ve witnessed every tide of him.