kyluxing around since 2015, but mostly depressive disorder
Adam Driver tit
Joined May 2013
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Idk if anyone is even here anymore. In any case hi. My life kinda just gets worse and worse every year and im not here even tho I wish I was, but I still think about you guys often I hope you're all ok. I still have my kylux postcards framed on my desk. Love those idiots always
Also, to anyone who is still here and remembers me, hi. It's been a long while, a break I didn't plan to have, nor did I plan to be out for so long. I hope you've been well. I wanted to come back but I've been having a really bad time and the more time passed, the harder it got
I miss being here. Winter, especially around this christmas time I always think about this fandom more. winter feels like kylux season and always makes me remember all the excitement and merch we had around that time when the movies were coming out, sw was everywhere!
Yeah I have no idea what my plan is, I just wanted to explain what was up with me after I just suddenly appear to angrily post about Kylo's arc after 2? years lmao
I left in a particulary bad peroid of time and then found myself delaying coming back again and again, cause it was easier to pretend everything was okay, avoiding all the bad feelings and dissapointments that way, sparing the tl more of my moping around
And Adam visited my home country lately, for the first time ever! I wanted to come happily yap here about it too (even if I never had a chance to go see him irl) lmao. He said one word in my language during an interview and made me stupidly giddy, fucker has a hold on me still
I almost came back to yap happily here at few points, like I got really happy seeing Brian have a Brendol cameo! it made me very emotional. Thought a a lot how much he and Domhnall as Hux sounded alike.
