* SMOKE SIGNALS .

i couldn't touch you without ruining you，so i didn't touch you at all.

i will always have nightmares of that day. no matter how much time has passed，i will always remember. the nightmares will never allow me to forget. i will never allow myself to forget.

you do not know / how little i loved / before i loved you.

i've wasted so much time becoming nothing.

i am the wound and the dagger. i am the members and the wheel， victim and executioner.

i'm not a good person. ask anyone who knows me. i'm mean and bitter and a failure at everything that i say. i believe i'm not a good person.

i feel half faded away like some figure in the background of an old picture.

you're an angel， i'm a dog.