Cardinal rule of dooming is you have to make it count. If you actually say it's over then the least you can do is stop giving a fuck and taking yourself so seriously. We're all going to be cooked soon so what purpose does fear even serve at this point Might as well remove the masks, shoot the shots, take the risks. Unless you still care about looking cringe and people forming opinions about you and what not, which secretly means there's a part of you that still thinks the future might turn out good enough for first world shit like that to matter Go all in optimism and you make the most of your life. Go all out acceptance and you ironically end up freeing yourself and achieving the same outcome either way. Just actually believe in something to the fullest. Get rid of the emotional hedges and stop larping as a terminal cancer patient without the associated valor of strength