Sad Song Reference™️

Goddammit @nickhexum311 I miss you so fucking much right now.

This is the hardest thing I’ve ever done. I hate myself more than anyone could ever begin to understand.

I’m sorry I don’t know how to be better than this.

Staring out at this lake is the closest to tranquility I’ve felt in weeks. Just the vast emptiness in front of me. I wish I could go out to the middle of it and be surrounded by the peace. My brain and my heart aren’t cut out for the life I’ve been trying to live.

Same, little dude. Same.

This busted brain ain’t doin’ too hot lately. Siri, play Pitch Black by @HeartAttackMane.

I see Bowling Green will never change.

If I’d have done this a week ago I might have had a much better time.

Fighting the constant urge to throw up is kinda rad I guess.

Been deactivating and reactivating a lot. Mental health hasn’t been doing well. I’m struggling with accepting things I never thought I deserved. I feel like I’m not good enough for a lot of people in my life, and trying to not run away out of fear is hard.

Siri, play Anemia by Sincere Engineer.

I’m more spiral-bound than a fucking notebook. My brain tearing me apart page by page, only seeing mistakes everywhere I look. Running out of room, spreading myself edge-to-edge and paper thin. Another day closer to jumping through the shred bin.

Straight up not having a good brain day.

All my endorphins ran out after three tattoos and three piercings. I took a nap, and woke up feeling like total shit. I really don’t like my brain. I don’t know how I’m going to survive this ever happening again. I hate being alone so fucking much. I just miss my girlfriends. 😭

Pretty girl gets her swag.(tattoos edition)

Pretty girl gets new swag?(piercings edition)

Brb, getting tattoos.