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As I sip my coffee and pop pills I realize I’m taking four supplements. Like some kind of filthy hippie.

Planning more work because apparently I’m a glutton for punishment.

After a 2 hour rheumatoid infusion Wednesday, Methotrexate yesterday, doing chores twice a day, working on a sore foot, ultrasounding 3 mares, and treating one for placentitis, including stitching her gaping who who, my body is toast. Nothing a good nap won’t help. I tell myself

So now emergency funding from Congress will fix the problem. Can’t help but wonder what aviation tech our greedy leader is about to invest in. Maybe Eric is in his basement soldering up the solution right now to get another government contract.

Contrary to popular belief, Iran is a sophisticated society with intelligent scientists, experts in technology, and close relationships with Russia and China. We aren’t bombing poor people in caves. We done poked the wrong bear.

Microsoft then the FAA. Hacking technology at its finest. Our vulnerabilities are showing.

People on her talking about Christmas. Fuck Christmas I don’t want to buy gifts and I don’t want to receive gifts. Just leave me the fuck alone.

Django looking all pretty for an ad. He’s a big teddy bear.

I started my horse breeding program 20+ years ago with a $1000 stallion everyone was terrified of because he was mistreated and a $500 mare that was headed to the beef pen for chronic lameness. I had a dream to produce quality horses. I love the herd I’ve produced.

My young stallion BB and his glamour shot.

Django my old stallion waiting for breakfast. I love this old man dearly. ♥️

I woke up still fucking pissed off about the note for a Narcan RX in my medical chart. It’s a complete defamation of character. Still trying to figure out who in The Cleveland Clinic to yell at.

There was a note in my medical chart that the Dr needed to offer me an RX for Narcan. What. The actual. Fuck. Do they think my weight loss is heroine induced? I was shocked and offended beyond words. I don’t even know who to call and yell at.

The PA called off today. He probably read my chart. So I got to see a real MD! She was great. I think I will keep her.

If this PA even mentions fibromyalgia tomorrow I might need to bitch slap him. That’s a diagnosis of exclusion and I have a documented fluid filled cyst in the center of my spinal cord that spans 13 fucking vertebra. Could be a short visit ending in handcuffs.

Feeling stressed? Groom a horse. Feeling anxious? Talk to a horse Feeling sad? Hug a horse Self care at its finest

I have to see a new General Practitioner tomorrow. He’s a PA. I almost feel sorry for him.

My very own Emerald City. This is my happy place. ♥️

Watching the last of the leaves hold onto the tree for dear life in a stiff breeze. I feel you little guys. I feel you.

Now I guess I’m feeding a Pole Cat too. All are welcome Mr. Le Pew. All are welcome.