Violet Shadowbane

My absence won’t haunt anyone because my presence never mattered If no one bothered to care now why would they care later I’m so tired 🫩🫩

I think I want to go back to being on the outer ring of the fandom where i can just enjoy the show for myself and ignore all the hate, BS, drama and stress that comes with being in the middle of it all… I have this app muted but on the occasions when I open it All I see is BS People hating on characters Begging for certain ships to die and new ones form Hating how the story was written Blah blah blah I’m so sick of it… Honestly don’t know why I’m even keeping this damn app on my phone except for the fact that there are artists on here I like… And maybe a couple people who actually give a damn about my miserable little excuse of an existence… God I’m so tired, I hate theories, I hate people getting into heated debates over every little frame of every episode And I hate that’s it’s making me feel like I regret ever finding this show I love it so much and i love my favorite ship and characters so much but seeing a fandom foaming at the mouth and micro analyzing every little frame in an episode when it drops makes me feel like i made a mistake… It’s so fucking exhausting being in a fandom and watching it argue about it more than enjoy the show Really don’t know why I bother even venting….probably gonna piss people off with it Always do but whatever, not like anyone pays attention 🫠🫠😂🫠🫩

Merch showed up from an acgggoods shop that does a huge collaboration for #HelluvaBoss and Hazbin hotel with various artists (I don’t remember if they have an X account but they are on 🦋) love how these two look #Fizzarozzie

I’m not gonna get drawn into shit I’m not gonna do it This is why I mute things and enjoy the show my way I have my own worries and shit about the episodes but I’m not gonna let it tear me up to try to analyze every little bit, it’s not worth the stress or anxiety. The season so far is pretty good, I’m intrigued to see where it’s going to go in the next half, But I swear to god I’m so close to being ready to back tf out of the fandom and keep to myself Why do we have to make waves about shit!? Stick to the saying “if you don’t have anything nice to say then do say it at all” I’m so tired of it It’s a show with a unique story And it’s gonna play out the way it was written whether anyone likes it or not Ok I’m done venting For now I’m tired and my mental state is shit right now 🫩🫩

Who knew muting certain tags and phrases could make things easier to scroll through on here, at least it feels like I can breathe a bit And yet I’m still seeing fucking drama and hate like it’s offensive to just enjoy the show on its own instead of analyzing and judging every little frame 😑🫤😒 Even with the first part of the season done I think I’m going to leave this sucker muted and just turn on notifications for my favorite artiste so I can see all their amazing talent

Well that didn’t take long to see the hate pop up, time to get off twitter again before I get upset for no reason this morning 🫠🫠🫠🫤🫩😑😒😒😒

So is it gonna be the normal drop time for merch like the last two weeks ? I don’t remember seeing a post for it like they did for the other episodes 🤔🧐 #HelluvaBossSeason3 #HelluvaBoss

Rewatching season 3 from the beginning now so by 2 am I can slide right into the new episodes, excited to see what kind of cliffhanger we get till the next half 💙💙 #HelluvaBoss #HelluvaBossSeason3

Spoiler alert asshole!!! I’ve tried that before It doesn’t work unless you have enough people who give a damn about your existence to help you So please stop telling me that those stupid fund me things actually work Because they don’t for people who have no one 🫩🫩🫩

Think I just want to destroy everything including myself and let the world spin without me….find a dark hole to disappear into …

Two new amazing pins to add to the ever growing pin board 💙💙💙 thank you to @azurelilyart and @SpookyObak for designing these incredible pins I love them so much 💙💙💙 #HelluvaBoss #Fizzarozzie