And so here I am
I owe 1800something, and another 100 for the last weeks of October and 4 days of November.
Kofi to Paypal seems to take about 10% off for itself, (this varies? I dunno how it works) so i raised it to 2200
I wont' lie, I'm not that inspired that i'll make it
I don't say all this because I want to force anyone to feel guilty or responsible, I feel bad saying it at all
but I've been keeping it to myself and lying to everyone, or avoiding them, that i'm just fine. I know this thread will reach some people who will be angry, I'm sorry.
it's a long story, I was pulled out of it by a combination of a lot of little things, but it's been difficult. Therapists have been elusive, I keep getting pushed to more expensive ones I can't afford, housing programs always seem to be out of reach for arcane reasons.
Down the line, I managed to pick up a job, 'kind of sort of'. It's nothing i'm proud of, literally one of those "AI task work from home jobs," but it was money. It seemed, at first, like it would solve the immediate issues, but wound up not being the case.
as things slipped backwards, I couldn't bring myself to ask for help again. Everytime i would think about how bad it is out there, and how i'm just ruining the lives of everyone, and what an emotional burden it is to know me, and i went quiet.
I'm in desperate need of help, things aren't good, and i've not been good.
My rent has fallen way behind, and i need help immediately
I'm gonna do my best to explain in the thread, but a warning that it's kind of dark.
ko-fi.com/zaodazone/goal?g=0
ko-fi.com/zaodazone
I hate posting these and i don't wanna be a giant downer, but I haven't eaten in over 2 days at this point, trying to get through until the next food drive at a local church, and then to a potential paycheck on tuesday...
trying to get visibilty!
New next-life page is live!
Imagine this just happens anytime you find a cool item in real life. It sounds funny but low energy days would be real hell
I kind of sat on updates for a while due to some things i'm working through
#webcomic #digitalart
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Just working on my webcomic, "Next-Life", i'm way behind and trying to get in the groove again!
twitch.tv/zaodazone
Eyyyy
Finally got a new public page up on Next-Life. It's been a while! I've been wrestling with depression!
enjoy Auri having issues!
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oyo!
i'm on twitch! trying to get back in a streaming groove and working on my webcomic and whatever else is comfortable.
Come hang out if you wanna!
twitch.tv/zaodazone
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I'm in an emergency,
I've pushed the deadlines on rent and am facing eviction without help.
This is frustrating because I just found a job, but won't be fully financially stable until later this month. I'm trying to raise what i can to keep myself housed





