I've been in a state of depression since last week. I slammed my head against the walls and later went straight to the hospital, stupid indeed. I have a wound on my head that requires treatment, which means I must cut my hair. Fortunately, it's only on the side, so I don't need to go bald. On Sunday, when I heard about Nakayama Festa's passing, it felt like a chef's kiss that hit me like a truck. I must admit, perhaps due to the multitude of emotions I've been holding in, I let it all out while drawing. I cried nonstop, and it's difficult for me to draw her facing me, so I kept sketching and sketching, and this is the best I could do. This might be the most emotional piece I've ever created.
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Btw I purposely didn't put any watermark/sign to these set just to see if my pieces are recognizeable as mine without any sign. So here's the question, is it?
Happy birthday, Ogura Yui 🎉🎉🎉
Happy birthday Yui Ogura! 🎉
Let's wish ChanYui all the best @yui_ogura_815
#YuiOgura #小倉唯 #小倉唯生誕祭2026
this week report!
This week topic was about my interest. We've talking alot about things that I like. Somehow it's quite fun to talking about things that I like although she can't really understand what I'm talking about though lol. Especially when I talking about my oshis, I also shows her my art pieces of my oshis like Tachyon and Kayok. it's embarrassing honestly. But that's the thing, I like what I like and none can judge me.
This also remind me how small my friend circle to talk about my interest despite drawing them and share it on my twt everyday. Gosh I need more fren. pls be my fren.
This week report! my sleep schedule is back to normal again, it's just that I woke up too early. and by the looks, I looked less depressed than before. I'm still taking pills everyday though, but at the very least I got less panic attack than before. And I got praised for it, Tehe!
Also during the session, I was asked to draw as a way to express myself. And this is the piece I made. Yep, I'm absolutely still depressed.
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I just woke up and I had to dealing with this shii. What a way to start a day(I'm unemployed)
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Honestly I DID posted it. But it when I got flagged, and I only get 2 likes after 19 mins like.... The fuck no. For those two people that somehow found the post, you're goated lmao
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Most likely I got flagged because of this. I want to post the alternate ver of this but somehow I scared to get flagged again lmao. So maybe let's settle it down for a moment.






















