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The Bell Jar
Joined February 2016
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I was just talking about this last night & it was definitely reconfirmed today... One of the WORST parts about being educated, self-aware, and advocating for/about my disorders: the beginning is full of hope that turns to frustration as time marches forward. Here's why...🧵
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Roman will NOT get on the bed unless there it is made. If the comfort is messed up AT all, he will not get on it. Period. It's like the sheets freak him out. Also, he is like a toddler...pulls out EVERY toy to play with ONE! 🤣🤣
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I'm thinking Arby's.
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Can we talk about my 90s/early 00s eyebrows?! They were almost non-existent!! 🥸🥸
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Printed both of my novels. I've spent the week re-reading. It's been 4 years since it was written. It's terrible. The story is great. The writing is meh... Now, 2 books become one. Making notes and getting ready for November.
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The fact that I couldn't see how terribly this was written back then is why they say to read and re-read. And to put time between reading and writing. I just had a story that I knew needed to come out. I wrote it in a manic fury bc I had to. The 2nd one too.
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This is going to be a lot of work. I have a trauma issue to work on. I'm almost completely blocked from my laptop. Not actually, but metaphorically. If I try to do anything on it, I start having anxiety within the first 5 minutes. I'm working on it while I edit manually.
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I genuinely cannot believe it's only Wednesday. There is no way time is real. At the very least, it does NOT work the way we say it does.
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No one gets what it is. Then when I tell them, they're like, "Ohhhhhhhhh!!" Did you dudes get it?
This year's pumpkin for our work contest!! I think they'll like it. 💜
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This year's pumpkin for our work contest!! I think they'll like it. 💜
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The Originals is one of my fave guilty pleasure shows, but it has always bothered me that all of the Mikaelsons have an English accent...but not Elijah? I don't understand. It has always been very distracting to me. 🤣🤣
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The people at work are starting to side-eye my bad luck. This year has been especially heinous. Walk with me... 1) I cracked a capped tooth all the way across the base. Tooth cannot be saved, but is too expensive to fix, so I'm walking around with a loose FRONT tooth. Still.
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8) And to round it out, I'm pretty certain I have a pinched nerve that is making it feel like someone is cutting my groin and thigh muscles with a serated knife with every step. Have you ever seen someone try to walk without moving their hip socket?
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Anyway...the point is... There's NO WAY I'm not cursed by an evil doer. This shit is getting out of hand. I won't be beaten!! 💪💪 However, per my back, I am, in fact, broken.
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Y'all. I think I need a backiotomy! This shit has been like this for 3 weeks and has only gotten worse. The nerve pain in my thigh is almost unbearable. I just need to make it through work tomorrow. But tonight... I'm potato.
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WHY AM I STILL AWAKE??
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I've been up since 3:30 am this morning. Couldn't WAIT to get home from work. My back hurts. I'm tired. I just wanted to be a potato. Open my apartment door. The first thing that hits me is the smell of shit. The second thing that hit me was ROMAN...AS HE BOLTED OUT LIKE A SHOT!
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I had to chase him down in A DRESS, TIGHTS, AND SLOUCHY KNEE BOOTS!!!!!!! Then I had to clean the giant amount of diarrhea on the floor. I've scrubbed with bleach, taken out the trash, and sprayed SO much air freshener and I feel like it just smells like bleachy shit in here.😭
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Just watched the Norm MacDonald documentary on Netflix and I was literally SOBBING by the end. It was so good.
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