I guesssss it’s the idea that even after Doorman has gotten all that he wanted from Abe he still can’t find the desire to leave him. Like hypothetically it would be so easy to go and find someone else and do the whole thing again but he doesn’t want to

I think Door has moments where he’s laying with Abe and thinking about how far he’s gone to simulate the experience of love for him. He’s wiggled his way into something he was never supposed to have and Abrams knows this but doesn’t care. Idiotic

lrt I love how soft his expression is >< the contrast between his face and his muscles…