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Joined December 2009
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Dear aku.
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Oh god is this just me???? Only im the one that sad???? Lmao i just got my fucking appetite. I JUST GOT MY FUCKING APPETITE 😢 jahat. Jahat banget.
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@_Regret_xNov 7
The Silence...🤐🥺
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The irony of missing someone that might doesnt even regret leaving me behind. Like i said, grief is weird. I cried uncontrollably tonight for 30 mins
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Liar. You liar.
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I took my bulletproof vest to hug you better, but you shot me instead.
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𝖺@r5nv_Nov 5
nobody prepares you for the amount of pain and grief you experience when you have to forgive yourself for believing someone was actually a genuine person. the hardest part isn't just their betrayal. it's the shame you carry for ignoring your instincts.
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By the end of the day, you are exactly what im afraid of.
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Oh im sorry if i still whined about how hurt it was. How i still cant take any meals and only took a couple of tiny snacks through the whole day. How grief still hurt like hit u with a truck on random days. I thought this particular person was my last one until he showed he wasnt
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So im sorry if i still whined about how bad i am hurt. Im taking my time to heal and process all of the grief. I dont want my heart to be hardened just because this particular person. So im sorry if it took a long time for me to heal
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Im sorry if i still whined about it. It was that serious for me. IT IS that deep for me. So im sorry if i still whined while processing the grief. I even took a week to process i was betrayed and treated bad. So im sorry if i process this slow. IT IS that painful for me.
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You dont even know, but thank you for responding my sos signal this time. Our conversation lessen my sorrow a bit 😢
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Nietzsche ki beti@chiggiiiiiNov 2
every distance is walkable if you’ve lost your will to live
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@IkaaParkNov 2
All eyes on Papua 🥺 #KARHUTLA #alleyesonpapua
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stressed@onlystresstodayNov 1
I did my part. I hope my absence gives you peace that my love couldn't.
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The art of surrender
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It's still funny i still learn how to eat after that kind of grief. While maybe the other person is already living his best life act like nothing happen.
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@ReLLoOOct 30
It didn’t kill me, but part of me died that day
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$@jxtsummerOct 30
the art of Ieaving things unsaid because saying them won’t change a thing
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Grief is weird. Atp it's so miserable
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"with His will, even birds will defeat elephants"
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