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stressed, depressed and terribly dressed

northampton
Joined June 2009
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It is silly season (again)
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Saved a butterfly trapped between my blind and window with a grape. She be sucking real good
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The best thing about video games is after spending 3 hours getting fucked in the ass in @MarathonTheGame I can just go be a pirate in @assassinscreed BFR and be happy
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If you’d have told me 20 years ago that at 36 I’d be listening to girlfriend comfort roleplays on YouTube to help me sleep because of PTSD from having an ex that’d come home drunk and punch me in the head whilst I slept I’d have shot myself in the head but here we are. We ball.
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I’ve got a (forced) week off from work and I’m dreading how much I’m going to disassociate already.
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I NEED TO CUDDLE SOMEONE IMMEDIATELY
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deep down, I just wanna love someone without having to worry about if they're going to give up on me on a random day
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hope has never comforted me. it hunted me. over and over.
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how long after sex is it appropriate to commit murder-suicide
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is there a cure to depression other than a bullet
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If you were a fish at an aquarium, I'd read your entire little information plaque and stand there way too long watching you swim around so you'd know you were my favorite.
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Actually the worst thing is not being able to drink
tbh the worst thing about getting sober from alcohol is suddenly becoming aware how many people drink too much in their casual admissions to you and want you to act like it’s “normal” because they don’t see themselves as having a problem with alcohol
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i fantasize about my death more then i fantasize about a future with me in it
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Does anyone know a pleasant way to commit suicide so that friends n family don’t get upset?
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doomscrolling to ignore the fact that i want to kill myself
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being passively suicidal is funny as fuck like yeah i don't plan on doing anything and knowing me i never will but the idea of a gun to my head sounds really fucking good right now
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Will to live is 6 feet under
sex drive is higher than my to will to live
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Fast approaching my first full year of total sobriety, officially on Christmas Day And boy oh boy I have some ✨thoughts✨
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Oh shit One year sober Let’s fuckin goooooo P.S IT FUCKIN SUCKS
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4.5 years Still sucks
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