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25 | gym bro | -121 lbs lost | bmi 32 | married 馃 autistic

Joined February 2026
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i blind follow ppl back and i鈥檓 trying to get better at no doing that. dm for any sus accounts if they ever pop up in ur feed, i鈥檓 trying to not follow ppl who are awful. 馃槪 i like having a positive space of ranting
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does anyone else with cptsd have trauma epiphanies when they consume thc? like both times i鈥檝e greened out i reverted to the age of a trauma and seemingly next day had less thoughts/struggles surrounding the matter.
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is it embarrassing to revert to 4 years old during a trauma episode? yes. but it helped me learn more about the root problem. very interesting!
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like repressed emotions/memories i didn鈥檛 remember coming back.
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i think i want to go back to therapy and tell them about how my binge recovery turned into whatever this is. maybe i should recover and really focus on strength training and a healthy deficit it鈥檚 the only time im happy
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like i鈥檓 still fucking fat how am i supposed to recover without gaining weight and staying in a normal healthy deficit without over exercise no borax no glue
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yes? i can鈥檛 even watch horror films sometimes bc instead of being scared i get sad for the hypothetical human life
do people GENUINELY feel sad when random ass people die ;-; like i see posts about people being killed and im just like "oh" and then scroll past like do some people actually feel emotions towards it 馃馃
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even like true crime is sad af to listen to so i try not to
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leigh 饢 retweeted
Built like this and I鈥檓 respectful. Being fit doesn鈥檛 give u a pass to be a bitch
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i promise u ur ex don鈥檛 gaf that ur in the gym now, do it for yourself
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glute and hammies day, time to sob doing hip thrusts because it causes a trauma response 馃槤
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if u see my other account, yes i have two accounts. i don鈥檛 like to interact with that side on this account bc i don鈥檛 want to bring men who thirst over me to edtwt bc ppl with ed鈥檚 are more vulnerable
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i get dms asking me if that鈥檚 my second account all the time. if u know u know
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i get acne by my mouth every period it鈥檚 a curse
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i may be a stay at home wife rn but fuck am i putting in work 馃 multiple types of homemade broth back stocked for the cold season!!!
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over in calories but god that protein bar
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it鈥檚 bc i鈥檓 addicted to nonfat greek yogurt
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i blend up the veggies that i use to make chicken broth to freeze as a flavor enhancer for soups but holy it looks like puke bags 馃槶
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it鈥檚 acorn squash, garlic, onions, carrots, celery, and fresh herbs 馃槱馃槱
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i鈥檓 such a meal repeater: protein donuts protein yogurt bowl w/ fiber one cereal and strawberries chicken/beef and peas w/ sweet potato literally my play book
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if i don鈥檛 have donuts i have two yogurt bowls
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oh i add yogurt to my chicken or beef bowl at night w/ hot sauce :p
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