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at that moment, “i” began living. you gave me a form. so, i decided. i would dedicate that life for you no matter what.

i hate everyone else in the world but you.

i'm starting to hate something i used to love.

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just the two of us would be a lonely existence, wouldn't you agree, dear eden?

for you, i’ll die as well.

i was once “bronze melodia.” listening to the pleas of those who were suffering, knowing there were no gods who would save people unconditionally.

i'm sorry, i... stop looking at me so kindly, everyone. if you don't, i'll...

everything you've created, every little thing... i will destroy.

fix my head, it's pouring at the seams.

i feel a slight sense of affinity with you. i'm sure you hate me to death though.

if i could make up my mind and just kill myself already, i wouldn't have to deal with this.

i felt like i wanted to simultaneously... crawl inside his skin and pull him so close that we fused together.

“now, do you feel what pain is?” another voice in his heart spoke thus. “yes. and that is what i deserve to feel.”

.....maybe i'm no longer like the star you imagined.

to be honest, i'm very bad at waiting. but i will wait specially for you.

seeing you means… this never-ending nightmare is finally over, right?

you are my sweetest downfall.

at the end of this story, there is only a cold spot stained with blood and empty air.

i… i don’t deserve your love.