God wanted to see how much minority labels he could fit into me. Just wanted to see how bad he could make it for me and then went "let's see you live with THIS!"
Neurotypical people scare me so much but it's not like I can do anything. There's too many of you. It will take too long for total eradication. I don't even want to co-exist with you guys feel free to come to my house and kill me
Both of us were giggling and pressed together while reading our ridiculous responses on the performance template and it made me think. Damn do all the other groups just not fw each other. Cos they were not doing any of that
The concept of the guy I like knowing that I have bpd (I DIDN'T TELL HIM) Is this why he's been giving me lengthy explanations for his distant behaviour and explaining his connection to everyone he greets so that I don't get any ideas. What year are we living in
Break an autistic man's routine it's worse than breaking my heart. I only got that stupid beating machine off a dollar store 5 years back it barely works
Me: do you feel shame?
Him: shame?
Me: yes do you feel it?
Him: in what context?
Me: just in general. Do you feel shame or not?
Him: I'm not sure....
Me: oh so you don't? You have no shame?
Him: no I do. I do. I feel a lot of shame
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Can you imagine dating a lawyer and if you two have an argument they start pulling out evidence and emotionally manipulating you with their big scary words. It's a terrifying scenario!
You know when you're watching something and you can guess that the punch line is going to be dissociative identity disorder from the first five fucking minutes. And then it is. And you can't even laugh
It is a family tradition for me to rawdog my mental illness and let it slowly poison my soul and drain all possibilities for connection. All pure 100% organic
Both of my friends are happy that the performance got postponed so that they can see it and I'm just out here begging god to end my life. End his too while we're at it, I'm taking him to hell with me
I like treating him like my own personal encyclopedia now like whenever something is mentioned but I don't know what it is I just ask him and he explains it to me without any judgment. My [BLEEP] GPT