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I don’t remember the first time everything became about you, but every day, I’m reminded of the reason for it—and not once have I doubted why

Paco, Masc Terms 🚮
Joined December 2020
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Hahahaha let’s all just choke
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It doesn’t feel great having to mourn something that has long ended and grieve someone who’s still alive. Sometimes the way I feel because of it adds up on all the things I think about
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I want to hear your voice again. The conversations and interactions we have may be louder than ever, but hearing you at the end of the other line quiets down every loud, cruel thought forcing itself into my head
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باكيتو retweeted
i love you. i hope the world keeps you safe & saves you in the same way you save me with your existence. may you feel the warmth you continue give on others, & may the love you pour into others finds its way back to you, too. (i hope it’s not always you who has to give)
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My heart breaks a little more each time I wake up :/ I’d like to say I don’t know why, but I feel like, deep down, I’m aware of the reason
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I just know I could’ve been so good to you—if only everything wasn’t such a problem :,)
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Quite a pang there aha
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I dreamt of you last night and I didn’t want to wake up
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to us in this lifetime. Or worse, never in any timeline. And it also goes to prove my longing for you, which I do not know how to deal with. I feel so strongly for you that having nowhere to place the entirety of it, even an ample amount, sends me into a frenzy.
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As much as you deserve the love and gentleness I’m willing to give you, I’m—at the same time—unable to burden you with the same thing that continues to boggle your mind and add up on all that you have to worry about. I miss you, though. I miss you more than how you make me feel
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باكيتو retweeted
was it casual when you said there’s no future in our country but you’re willing to stay because of me
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I vote #MEOVV for Fans’ Choice Female #2026MAMAVOTE
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I am trying, by writing to you in the office, to make this office a little pleasanter. Franz Kafka, 1907.
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I’m never touching anything that has caffeine in it ever again, bro ✌✌ I have enough problems to deal with and I’m not willing enough to sacrifice the amount of wit I have left
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The catch? No matter where I sit or what I do, there’s this growing ( and extremely suffocating ), heavy feeling deep in my chest, and I can hardly breathe because of it. It’s as if the two little bottles of coffee I finished have some sort of power over my burned out mind
Silly little me for breaking my ‘no caffeine intake month x’ just because I’ve been lacking on some sleep and have been too drowsy at work, but the moment I lie down on my bed, every ounce of my exhaustion seems to disappear in an instant and I’m left unable to fall asleep
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Like it’s got my sanity stuck in a grasp so strong, it has become a puppet or something akin to one and I’m stuck here bearing the excruciating feeling of countless thoughts and emotions I’ve set aside—or the complete lack thereof
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Silly little me for breaking my ‘no caffeine intake month x’ just because I’ve been lacking on some sleep and have been too drowsy at work, but the moment I lie down on my bed, every ounce of my exhaustion seems to disappear in an instant and I’m left unable to fall asleep
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