Catelco ⛩️✨

My red flag is that I feel as though all my clips should go viral without editing. (I've never gone viral LOL)

My job hasn’t involved that much talking recently and I can tell it’s affecting me because I’ve never wanted to yap this much on Twitter. 😭 I have so many thoughts and I just want to sit there and talk but I CANT.

I know this is such a late night post and it’s nothing bad I promise. I just have a lot of different thoughts in my noggin and I wanted to let some of them out ❤️ Being a content creator has been a huge dream of mine since I was a kid. I grew up watching Minecraft YouTubers and other content creators and I really looked up to them. Back then, I didn’t even think that it was an actual option for someone like me. Now that I’ve been streaming for awhile and I feel as though I’m finally figuring out what type of content I want to make. I’m genuinely really excited to make new content, have fun. I look forward to doing everything that I do, but it does lead me to holding super high expectations on myself. I think I miss out on a lot of moments simply because I put up a wall and think “that’s not good enough”. But I don’t even know what is and isn’t good enough lol. I simply need to post more and figure out what works for me. I also think I struggle with taking myself seriously. I have huge dreams and aspirations, but I still have so many doubts. It’s so hard believing in yourself and believing you can do it. I know that’s the same no matter what goal you’re trying to accomplish. Anyways, I know this is kind of a nothing post of me just thought dumping lol. If anyone else wants to share their stories or thoughts please feel free to. It’s nice knowing I’m not alone in my own world of self doubt and high expectations.