evilgirl (4/7day fast)

“it’s just water weight” i literally do not care . i weigh less lmfao

IM SO FUCKING FAT

I want to rip my akin off my body i want to go from bm 18 to 15 in like 3 weeks and i know thats not possible

None of my fucking clothes fit me anymore

5 years later and i still am trying to get to bm! 16…. Ok somwoen shootme

Cant wait for bmi 17

Im only a bit underweight but like holy fuck sitting on any surface ever is so fucking uncomfortable its actually insane my friend had to take off her shoe the other day so i could sit on it cause chairs with no cushioning hurt so bad to sit on

Ate at maintenance for the first time in over a month and i want to rip my skin off of my body

Kinda loving my body today yay

Nah i went private that was all the way too much

Guys life hack to trigger urself have a bc blow up and reach normaltwt and have a bunch of people call u names like bang im locked tf in

Also like that bc was after i ate 4chicken nuggest over the course ofnlie 4days so like obvioiskg i look skinner than bmi 18 i ate one meal today and i do not look like fhat bc that i posyed but i will work hard so i can look like that 24/7 ok

Guys i amm actually so triggered by everyone saying i am sucking in with that bc like its actually so like kinda euphoric idk im gonna fast for a week i hope i lose onetrilloonkgs. This is gen like amazing to me im not even joking

Oh yeah im getting suspended soon i can feel it

Guys i want to delete this or go private what the fuck is happening im so scared

My eating disorder is def fueled by the control aspect of it all.

August —-> October

Hoping im 49kg by the end of the week

This reta/tirz stack got me full off two sips of coke zero its crazy