yk if i recovered now and i didnβt gain any weight, i could manage it. i wouldnβt be super happy or anything, but i could deal with being like this. but i know id end up gaining sm π
my stepsapp is finally giving me cals burnt that make sense instead of telling me i burned 750 cals with 40k steps π€©
i have 35k steps so i feel a little less guilty about yesterday, even tho i wont be getting 50k today and iβll probably have to eat aswell
donβt develop a vape addiction if you have asthma if you want to breathe. iβm struggling out here ffs.
i donβt know what to do. i went to go get my parents at 5am because i was going to attempt again. they let me sleep in their bed for a while and itβs now 12. my day is officially gone.
was so stressed about not being able to walk because of my ankle, that i b/ped which in my βrulesβ means i need to do 50k stepsβ¦. insane logic
cheeky omad on the train back from noahfinnceβ¦ shouldβve eaten before cos i nearly passed out but WHATEVER
if i leave in 20 minutes iβll definitely be back by 3:30 and have maybe 35k steps which is perfect π€ im just icing my ankle rn and hoping i wont be in insane pain









