FANG.xn--6ii ITβS BEEN A YEAR? BUT iβll be turning this into a small archive of my written works to look back on, and i hope you all enjoy them. :)
the daughter we wonβt raise still waits for you β± the girl i wonβt be is the one thatβs yours.
I exist better as a feeling, the kind of love that punctuates goodbyes with a tear. A witness. Never quite the perpetrator. The culprit of your heart is the person I could be, never quite the person I am.
the only paradise we know through our senses and intuition is that of the belovedββand the only hell, disappointment in love.
where do i lie β± in this grave β± where do i lie β± in the crevices of your arms β± feel me in your every embrace β± love me in the touch of a ghost β± let me haunt you.
you cared more about being good β β±β than being good to me β± and yes, the difference may be subtle but it couldβve saved us, baby
sunflowers bloom / the wind singsββi have loved you in : every song of a windchime / just fleeting enough, loud when the wind sways my love lies ready in the details / the stroke of every footnote : obvious / apparent / crudeββit is a language you do not speak.
i have a tattoo now ββ i have a tattoo now and i hope it reminds you of the time i spent without you. i hope it reminds you that you can still be here for the rest of it. ( donβt walk away again. )
i do not know how i fit into my motherβs smile. ( i fit into her dimple, how it caves in the way my stomach does when i see it. )
FANG.xn--6ii i thought iβd have time to manage this acc but maybe not. γ
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so for now temporarily [REST].
FANG.xn--6ii i thought i still had the gdocs with all my old quotes but itβs actually goneβ¦









