dackfan99

I went to sleep before this situation escalated to the point where my own fuck-ups are involved now. Sorry for the delay, here's what I have to say and address 🧵:

logging again just to delete a certain request for an individual I do not support, and I don't think any of you should either, k bye.

I understand if you choose not to support me ever again but atleast see the situation from What It Is rather than some random thing being spread around.

- For the love of God. No I am not a "lackey" of hers or whatever people are trying to paint me as from all of this. I was nowhere close to influence her into making those posts. Claims that we had another group where we did this are just plain false.

- I am not involved with whatever the other's responses are or if they're going to respond at all. I made my response and closed down everything. I only answered a few dms on discord and here talking about the situation. Whatever is up to them, not me.

- I wasn't ignoring the situation or being forced to respond due to the backlash or other people, I was asleep while everything happened and woke up to the chaos unfolded. I am not awake 24/7 this shouldn't even be pointed out but some of you are deadass telling me this.

Before logging out i feel like i should make clear some things that are being said about me and my response - No, I do not support nor defend Lucy and her actions in any shape, way or form, what she did is nothing short of idiotic and I am dissociating from her entirely.

That's all I have to say, thank you for reading and farewell.

Forgiveness only feels correct when it comes from an honest thought process, not because of identity.

Before closing up, I want to say that if you either agree or disagree to support me after all of this, please don't make a huge deal with others about it. And please don't side with me just because of whom I am.+

I'll be taking over my priv and just turn it into an art only account, as ashamed as I am from all of this I really can't stop drawing even if really tried to, it's just a hobby I enjoy doing even if it looks like I'm not doing great.

That of course isn't gonna take a week or two, so I'll be gone for a long amount of time, I can't say how much, it'll just be long.

So moving forwards, I'll cease all activity on this account and leave any fandom-related server I'm currently in for an indefinite amount of time. I recognize my errors and will do better in the future if I'm allowed to be back.+

I'm not going to defend my position or put but's and if's to save my ass, I made a mistake, and now I have to learn from it.

I deeply apologize to everyone who I disappointed, to everyone who I've hurt and offended, and just people in general for having to find out this situation in the first place. It's no surprise that I'm a total moron for even letting this happen.+

I'd never thought it would end like this. To say that I'm ashamed is an understatement of what I feel right now, but that isn't really what matters on this thread.

Now, I just feel terrible. To see that all my effort to get to this point crumbled apart by my idiotic endeavors isn't something I can just digest in a minute and get over it. I feel genuinely distraught and sick, seeing all the people commenting about how disappointed they are.

server and properly make connections with others. Needless to say this was an incredibly stupid idea, I'm not going to ignore how stupid this was from my part. I'm was 18 at the time, and truly I don't know how this went over me, for that I am incredibly sorry.

I was lost at the moment thinking that going along with the jokes would just make me look like I'm hip and cool with the spanish dudes, socializing was always awkward for me even online and I thought that following the server bit would make me more familiar with everyone in the+

genuinely hadn't been like that ever since I stopped being 15. I know it's hard to trust in me after all of this, but I can't be more honest, I've talked with both spanish and english speakers and not a single time I tried to pull a racist joke or yell slurs on any situation.