Daria Rooz 💗

Invisible.

Last week, I found out that a close friend of mine has cancer, and I haven’t been able to think about anything else since. I feel really sad. It doesn’t mean that everything is going to turn out badly or anything like that. It’s just that this disease really scares me, especially when it affects someone so close to me. Back in 2023, when I was diagnosed with endometriosis, I had some tumor marker tests done, and the results came back with elevated levels. I thought I had cancer. I was absolutely terrified, and I started having panic attacks 🥲 In the end, it turned out to be endometriosis, not cancer. But endometriosis is also an incurable condition, and there’s still that fear in the back of my mind that it could potentially lead to something else. So all of this has been weighing heavily on me. Ever since I heard the news, I haven’t had any motivation to be creative, work on a new cosplay, or even make posts. I’ve always been someone who takes everything very much to heart💔