dedgrl

Trying to taper off Benzodiazepine update: It fucking sucks. It sucks ass so much. I read so many comments from fellow benzo addicts who told me it sucked ass. I breezed threw the first 75% like nothing. I thought, "well, it's different for everyone, maybe literally everyone on the planet is wrong and mine won't be bad". It turns out, everyone on the planet was right and I was wrong (unsurprisingly). This last quarter is hell on earth. I'm doing it with an addiction specialist, so I'm not going to die, I don't have any psychological symptoms, but the mental anguish my CNS is going through is unbelievable (anxiety, irritability, confusion, insomnia). Dude, if you're a younger person and someone offers you Xanax, or Klonopin, or Valium, whatever, don't fuck with it bro. If your doctor offers it, don't stay on it for more than 30 days. Don't fuck around with this shit bro, I'm being so dead ass serious. At my current pace, I don't think I'll be clean from Benzos until sometime in 2027 bro. It's the absolute worst. Benzos are so fucking bad bro. If you're addicted or dependent on Benzos like I was, you can do it dawg, you can push through and get off the drugs (which I'm currently doing), but you need to lock the fuck in and prepare for some extreme irritability, anxiety, insomnia, and mild memory fuzziness and confusion. Anyway, that's my lore update. I know many of you people living inside my computer ask for updates, I am unironically some people's test dummy because they're afraid to try quitting. Don't be afraid. You can do it. Ok, talk to you later, love you, xoxo