i slipped and rolled my ankle at the bar in these cheap ass kitten heels and now it is so sore i have to elevate it
thinking about the ease and happiness i felt when i was in recovery from ana and i just can’t believe i relapsed. having an ed is addicting and i hate that even tho ik restricting and obsessing over my weight is unhealthy and could kill me it’s all i want rn
nov. 6
- filipino style bbq chicken skewer: ~300 cal (google says 100-200 but it was pretty big so)
total: ~300 cal 🥸
nov 7.
- 12 oz filipino spaghetti: 700 cal
- ~0.75 oz oil popped popcorn: 200 cal
- 5 shots hennessy: ~500 cal
- ~2 7.5 oz coke (chase): 180 cal
- 10 oz vodka cranberry: ~260 cal
- 2 10 oz vodka redbull ~440
total: ~2270 cal
#dissapointing fasting tmr
