@endlesspainhell

فإن متُّ فليكن موتي على حدودِ شفتيكِ في آخر سطر

Unspoken words waiting to burn

I built the walls around me

there’s nothing left in me that wants to live death is the only thing I crave

silence carries the heaviest screams

you leave bruises on my mind without even touching me

fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck

i hate everything that brought me to this point everything that left me on this edge everything cruel that destroyed me to this extent

i want to devour every part of u until we're one

Stay with me

something inside me is telling me that I should stop

غلبتني أخذت أسلحتي هزمتني داخل مملكتي

I want to leave for a place where I don’t know anyone I really want to leave

exhausted from feeling everything all at once with an intensity that leads nowhere

i can't remember what i did yesterday but i will always remember how i felt that one night in october

i built the walls high enough to block the storm but now i can’t feel the sun either