Merah 🪸

hey ya'll, alittle update on some not to nice situations.. as some of you may know, i haven't been in the best mental & physical health for awhile now (mostly mental) and i may be taking things slow until early december.. shits been abit rough and i dont like taking time off streams and stuff but i fear as time goes by, IRL things keep pilling up to the point where i cant keep ignoring it and pushing it to the side and its starting to affect my physical health too (TvT.. i have genuinely tried to balance things the best i can but at this rate, i feel like i have to prioritize sorting out my irl situations more than streams for abit so i can come back to streams without the mess behind the scenes (T-T i do have alot of exciting things planned out, and i honestly would hate it if the joy of it all gets overshadowed by messy IRL stuff too.. THIS IS NOT ME GOING AWAY OR ANYTHING!! i will still be streaming, but not as often or as long as i do usually.. i just wanted to give u guys a heads up and an update cos timing be overlapping with planned time off and stuff and i really would hate it if i were to make anyone worry..! i want to be very transparent with you all (Q-Q again, im super sorry for being this way atm.. i will bounce back once more, i will need abit of time but then afterwards we be so back!💜🥺