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✧. β”Šβ € ❛ β €the nonsense has 𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐚π₯𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝.β € ❜ β € volleyball player, exβ€”otter.β € a silly guy striving for peΜ²rfection to avoid disappointing his parents.

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β € β €β €β €β €β €β € πšŽπš£πš›πšŠ πš–πš˜πš—πšπšπš˜πš–πšŽπš›πš’. LIS oc. brother to gilbert. exβ€”otter, now in the volleyball team. fears disappointing his parents. π’Žπ’—. both muse π–¬Ί mun are 18↑. β €β €β €β €β €β € #lisrp #lifeisstrangerp β €
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playing basketball by himself β€”- he's been at it for about two hours now. something fun to get his mind off things.
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lumi.xn--6ii plot twist, it was ez again
i'm not paid enough for this. ( teens are shoving each other into lockers and fighting in the hallway again. )
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pets a baby goat, smiling a little. god, they're so cute --
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𝐞𝐳𝐫𝐚. retweeted
i'm sorry. i'm sorry. this may be me at my best.
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ezra feels like he's been caught doing something illegal. something bad. his cheeks are flush with colour, warmth spreading down his neck and up to the tips of his ears. he's ashamed. ” . . . ” 𝘒𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘢 𝘰𝘬𝘒𝘺. it reminds him of kevin, earlier, when he'd seen ezra +
Replying to @swimminginhaze
- clearly surprised by the revelation, before they soften. ". . . Are you okay?" he faintly asks, reaching down to hold Ezra's hand, eyes wide. There's a slight waver in his tone as he gazes imploringly at the other's face - a wanting to connect again. "Who did that to you?"
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knife, gaze now lingering on the hand that gil is holding. ezra blinks, again and again, his throat tightening as something prickles his eyes. he sniffles. β€œ no ”, he whispers, so softly it's barely even audible, voice wavering, β€œ i'm not okay. ” he doesn't answer the +
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second question, not yet. he can't.
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too tired to be productive, too guilty about it to have fun
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funnily enough, ezra had forgotten about it for the most part, until now. he looks at gil, and swallows thickly, rapidly blinking. β€œ i . . . i had a scuffle with β€”- someone. ” it's clear he changes his mind about telling who it was at the last second. he looks down, +
With the excitement of what's been happening all around them, Gil hasn't had a chance to properly look at Ezra. In the middle of carving pumpkins, he glances over, and what he sees makes his chest tighten. A hand reaches out - fingertips gently brushing the skin around it, -
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clearly embarrassed now, and shrugs. he pokes the knife at his pumpkin. β€œ it's no big deal, honestly. wells already gave me a lecture, too. ”
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. . . maybe he could get something painted on his face to cover up the bruise. hm.
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β€œ yeah. good on me. ” he listens, his mind buffering as he attempts to think it over, still not meeting kevin's eye. he closes his own, sighing softly. yeah. what does he have to lose at this point .ᐣ β€œ … sure. what do you suggest .ᐣ ”
"And we'll want to keep it that way! Nothing worse than the licks you have already taken. Good on you for hitting back, though! Maybe that'll catch you a break." He sets his hands on his hips, thinking this over. "If you want, we can workshop an exit strategy for you ~
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β€œ nah, it ain't the worst i've ever got. ” he chuckles softly, a smidge of playfulness entering his voice despite the topic being quite dark. but humour is the best way he knows to cope with anything, including this. β€œ don't worry, i … it won't happen again. at least, not +
Kevin hisses in sympathy as the bruise is revealed beneath the ice pack. "Ssssss... ouch. That looks painful." Glancing in the direction Ezra came from, the principal's office... yeah, this runs deep. "So I'm guessing the guy who did this can't be pinned down by the ~
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right away, probably. i did β€”- i punched back, you know, this time. ” his voice quietens slightly at the admission, and he lifts the ice pack back to cover the bruise. β€œ wells is just worried, i dunno. ”
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ezra follows his brother around like a puppy, checking out stands and stalls to see what's on offer. he grabs a piece of pumpkin pie there and a mug of apple cider here, and there's a small smile on his face for the first time in ages. he even lets out a laugh, grinning. +
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β€œ i like that plan. ~ there should be a contest because that would win. ”
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β€œ . . . ” that comment catches ezra off guard, enough so to render him speechless for a second. was it that obvious .ᐣ he's convinced his parents nothing was wrong. he thought he was doing it well. apparently not. he swallows, gaze dropping to the ice pack when he lowers +
"Oh. But... You haven't been good in a long while," Kevin points out. He remembers observing him at the beach party, floating so listlessly into the sea that it had put Kevin on alert. "Suppose I'm good too, then."
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his hand, to avoid kevin's eyes. the fresh bruise feels like it's pulsating. β€œ it's … ” he hesitates, shrugging again, β€œ it's just been a rough couple months. it's fine. i'm fine. ”
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