M.J

celibacy is really a lust-libido amplifier without sex, masturbating, or anything then the libido has nowhere to release itself true celibacy is without any desire for sex - it’s not just ‘semen retention’ or any of that if you’re going celibate as a man just to get more sexual power, then you’ve completely missed the point and this is a major misconception I see in everyone else that talks about celibacy online - it’s like they go celibate and the entire purpose of it becomes about how they can get more confidence in talking to women which is antithetical to the true spiritual purpose of it because if you go celibate and then you start spending all your time talking about women and giving advice on how men can get women and whatever then you’re just deeper in the trap, celibacy or ‘retention’ has caused you to hyper-fixate even further on women when the true goal of it is to transmute sexual lust into creative libido the true purpose of celibacy, is that lust occupies an enormous amount of your energy and attention span the point has always been to balance your energies and to circulate your energy and attention into self-feeding creative flows I.e. - instead of thinking about women or writing content about women, you detach from the need to fixate on women completely if you’re obsessed about boners and how to manipulate women and how you can improve your appearance to gain more favor from women or how psychology works for deeper integration and confidence with women then you’ve never even understood the point of celibacy, because you’re still trapped in the cage of lust true celibacy is a higher order of being, where lust is ascended beyond, when you as a man learn to make your life gravitate around higher pursuits rather then around women I’ve been there several times myself and then I make the mistake when some woman with potential shows interest in me I descend from my heights and start thinking about getting her pregnant i can literally feel the dynamic of ascending vs descending consciousness within me during periods of when I am detached from women vs when I start thinking about getting bitches pregnant when I am detached I am in my own realm of consciousness I am in the realm of the gods and when I gain attachment I fall back down the wheel until I learn to fully detach again and return to a higher seat of mind that is the true point of celibacy if your celibacy is about gaining more sexual power - then you aren’t ready for celibacy yet, cus you’ll never understand the meaning, and should wait a few years until you’re more mature in mind before pursuing it but if your belly has been filled in your youth, and you’ve learned that hedonic impulses in all senses are meaningless pursuits that lead to the decay of mind then you’re ready to finally understand kundalini, celibacy - these things have never been a sex things, it’s always been about the alchemy of energy - about stabilizing the energy centers of the body and gaining complete control over your attention span and energy kundalini’s true meaning is the unlocking of all the chakra points of the body and then ascending in energy because the energy no longer ‘leaks’ and can thus be contained and used to infuse the self with greater creative potential I’ve climbed the ladder many times now, I’ve been on the top floor of the wheel several times and spun around for many rounds I will climb once more and remain in my seat this time