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im in district 12 save me i really love suguru geto btw

18 ⋆‧°𓏲ּ𝄢 167cm • 48.5kg
Joined August 2026
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me when i cut 🤬🤬🤬 me when i dont cut 🤬🤬🤬 me when i cut a lot 🤬🤬🤬 me when i cut a little 🤬🤬🤬 my when my cuts hurt 🤬🤬🤬 me when they dont hurt 🤬🤬🤬 me when theyre deep 🤬🤬🤬 me when theyre shallow 🤬🤬🤬
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how an eating disorder sounds to you when you have felt worthless all your life and wanted to succeed in one thing at least (losing weight)
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Vanili retweeted
anyone miss how fast they lost weight that ONE time.. WHAT WAS I ON😭😭
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I hate the stereotype that anorexics are some academic weapon perfectionists bro I suck at everything else that’s why I’m trying to be skinny😭😭
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“So we all binged yesterday right” HELL NO
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Vanili retweeted
Being underweight HELL Being overweight HELL Being a healthy weight HELL Being full HELL Being physically hungry HELL Being mentally hungry HELL
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i like the way edtwt is so delusional that they get the same motivation on the first of EVERY month the way normal people get motivation for new years
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fat and depressed
what are y'all being for Halloween
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just a declined a burger i've been wanting to eat for a while
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Vanili retweeted
痩せてえーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーーー授業中ぶっ倒れるくらい痩せてえーーーーーーーーーーー骨浮き出るくらい痩せてえーーーーーーーーーーーー一生太る心配しなくていいくらい痩せてえーーーー
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I don’t have body dysmorphia I know what I look like and I look fat
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how it feels to be knee deep in your ed but no one notices because it’s bed not ana
how it feels to be knee deep in ur ed but no one notices cause you’re not underweight
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sometimes i wish i could vent to people about my ED Not just edrtwt where it's completely normalized, but like an avg joe I could say "hey I'm starving myself and dealing with this/this/that" and they'd be distraught and sorry for me
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𖦹 ₊˚ ୭。✩⁺˚♪º  random things that trigger me with zero explanation 🪡 — pls ♡ / ↻ 🏷️#wltwt #edrtwt #ricecaketwt #anatwt #miatwt #tteokbokkitwt #diettwt #mh
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everyone's prettier than me and it makes me wanna kill myself
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i am now unlabelling myself with an eating disorder. i don’t have an eating disorder. i just use unconventional but effective ways to lose weight that may negatively affect my health if i continue in the long run, which i will. that’s all.
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Who needs disordered eating when you have poverty
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“skinny epidemic” no we’re in a mental health crisis and you’re using it as an excuse to bully people
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I miss eating like a fat bitch without a care in the world. I miss having cheesy pasta, I miss cereals, I miss drinking iced lattes and hot chocolate without trying to make it as low cal as possible, I miss eating out with friends and family without having to plan it beforehand
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Vanili retweeted
everytime i go to the bathroom at school i just stare at myself and wonder why im so ugly and stupid
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