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I'm going to take this time to talk about my dad. He and I were inseparable. I had his back he had mine. When my brothers went out to live their lives, I stayed back to stay by his side. He knew that I put my life on pause for him and was really against my choice. I didn't care. He was incredibly unhealthy however. Overweight, a raging alcoholic, and chainsmoker until quitting in 2021. Around 2006, he had an accident that made it so he couldn't stand for long periods of time without feeling major and indescribable pain. He basically stayed home became handicapped. And yet despite all these shortcomings, he still fought through the pain while being there for all of us as much as possible and became such an amazing father. Whether it be out graduations, my brothers weddings, or anything like that. He fought through despite the hurt he was going through. But saw that it was worth it for us. He was a fighter and an inspiration. Despite all his health issues, he proved the doctors wrong time and time again. The doctors said he had only 3-5 years to live. That was when I was 11. I'm now 31. Any time he ended up in the hospital they would constantly give these time frames. Hell the last doctor said it would be a miracle if he went past the end of 2025. Of which again, he proved them wrong. But he fought way too many battles. And with constant fights will eventually come with a loss. The doctor's expectancy were the reason why I stayed closer to him. I constantly thought, 'this year may be it' so I promised i'd stick by his side till the very end. I didn't know how strong and stubborn he could truly be in mind, body, and spirit. He truly was a fighter till the end. And I'll forever teach lessons we have learned today while having the pain he endured throughout the years. Thank you dad for everything. We'll take it from here.

Game dead. Fuck this. Pulling the same bullshit from Gears 5. Thought they would learn to do something about the issues that prevent the game being fun without waiting a month

NO MORE. PLEASE GRIM, NO MORE

Labat was was also a roleplayer within NoPixel. I had the honor of interacting with his character Mr. Delicious on numerous occasions with dumb antics around Burger Shot. It's unfortunate to lose some amazing people in this world so early. Rest easy.

You know... I'm something of a New Zealander myself.

Bro I've been taking every bit of nature as I can lately. Life is good.

Bro, this has gone too far...

Fuck dude... this year has just been too much

Something is different about Louie...

I had a few people send reccomendations to NoPixel V. While the odds are slim to none, I still want to thank the ones who showed support <3

You know what? I'm feeling charitable. When GTA6 comes out, I'll be giving away 5 copies of it. More details soon

Introduced to the Mass Effect series rather late compared to the normal fan, but man they made cinema. Sucks it's all ending

Boy

Woke up today with frost on the blueberry fields...

Here we go again...

Remembering that one time many years ago when my ex pressured me into helping her breach an NDA of a game she was meant to voice in, but then got cut. Then proceeded to act as a "lurker" in the community discord to convince everyone to boycott the game that she was cut in.

Some things are just better left unnoticed.

My friend @fraiki has graduated from streaming today and it feels very bittersweet. She's genuinely a kind hearted soul with energy that is unique to anyone. I still remember her little birthday message to me last year. Take care, Fraiki! I'm rooting for you and your future endeavors!!

The comments on this literally prove my point.