》》I'm kinda considering quitting role play. I think what little ideas I have are bad, and I spend more time worrying about that than actually writing anything down. It's lost it's zeal and fun for me and I don't know how to get it back. My job is also just... really hard.
》》on top of that... nobody fucking cares that I'm here except of exactly one person. And I get bitter. I get jealous but I do nothing about it. I feel stuck in an endless cycle of open the app, feel disappointment, close it again.
I'm just so tired.
Getting the kid on Avatar early. She doesn't have to get it yet. She just has to love Appa and Momo.





