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i just want him to experience some growth and realise he is not a fucking knife like dude pls stop it with the melodramatics

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maybe that experience makes him finally understand what Yosep went through so when Garam eventually chooses Heejae, Yeongjo reaches out to Yosep to apologize to him aswell
I think Youngjo’s pain here comes less from the disappointment of being a second choice, but more from the realisation of what Garam must’ve went through to become someone like this- barely looking at him in the eye, at his suffering
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ok that's it i'm buying tomodachi life on the weekend so see them happy again
오늘 친모아로 희재가람 만들엇는데 너무너무 귀엽고 ㅃㄹ 합사시켜야되
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desperate kim heejae apologist retweeted
as notícias das eleições americanas estão tipo “kukluxlândia do norte acaba de eleger sua primeira senadora mulher, negra, trans, autista, poligâmica e mulçumana numa vitória histórica contra o candidato republicano jack p. d. ophile
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desperate kim heejae apologist retweeted
every official media post about the first gay senator needing to qualify him as the first "openly" gay senator is so funny
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what might the first meeting between Heejae and Garam look like after 4 years? will it be that they meet randomly somewhere? will Heejae come to Korea and look for him? will Heejae let Eva put up the phone stand again and give Garam a video call in front of Monet???? (lol)
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ok sorry back to yaoi posts
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Mamdani will be Times Person of the Year for sure but he won't be on the cover if they don't make the border around the picture blue instead of red
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ok EU if the US can turn woke again we can do it too
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lol i was spot on
I am eager to see what happens when Garam and Yeongjo get intimate. Yeongjo remembers this sensitive Garam who was aroused by the gentlest touches. Now Garam might try to replicate the rough intimacy he had with Heejae and I am dying to know how Yeongjo will react
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just tried to listen to jeux d'eau again and had to stop after 20 seconds
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lowkey poetic and describes their dynamic quite well tbh
I was imagining Garam replying “I’ll be your fork” to Heejaes “I am a knife” and started laughing my ass off, I think I might be sleep deprived
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i love it when passionate fandom sparks inspiration for art that conveys emotions in such a unique way hashtag vent art
So mad I'm drawing heejae in a wheelchair ya
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Heejae touching the scar he gave Garam: who did this to your beautiful face??? uwu Yeongjo thinking he is about to make sweet gentle love to this sensitive young man he yearned for for 8 years but Garam just wants to FUCK: omg who did this to you???
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live goes on around them but they feel profoundly lonely with people all around them because the person they need to fill the void is out of reach
Its such a sham isn’t it
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Kim Heejae's Spotify wrapped this year will just be every single professional recording of Han Garam's performances
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Heejae was haunted by the ghost of the manager, unable to even remember his face or find a single picture of him. Now he has professional and private recordings, videos and pictures of and with Garam. I bet he plays them obsessively like he did before with Garam's Jeux d'eau
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Meanwhile Garam completely avoids music and anything related to piano to distance himself from the pain. But when he tries to be intimate with Youngjo to overwrite the memory of Heejae, he is haunted by the ghost of him. Any and all passion he had is connected to Heejae
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I think Heejae is quiet and even more of an recluse now. If he attends public events for his career, he might exchange niceties but otherwise keeps to himself and doesn't talk much. He might also not even be as sassy and arrogant anymore and mostly smokes and drinks by himself
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I am sure Heejae obsessively kept on playing all the recordings of Garam's performances, esp. his private recordings. I am also leaning towards the theory that he didn't reach out to Garam to not cause him any more pain because Garam leaving made him believe even more that he
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once again affirmed by their final fight, Garam's words and his parting message. I am intrigued how they might come into contact again. Maybe Garam finds the strength to play the piano again, maybe in public like when they were in uni and Youngjo wasn't paying attention to him +
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but this time Youngjo will be paying attention and he might even record his playing and post it somewhere on his instagram or something? Heejae sees it and reaches out? idk, I am sure BDK might have an even more elaborate way of reconnecting them
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